Some time he say you have to do more or you are not good enough but the fact he want you to be the best ever 😉

You will never be enough ,he want you to be always better so it will goo for ever 

I wish I was enough for my dad

Family

My Dad is angry

Depression

I'm tired of my dad telling me to kms

My dad is literally such an asshole

i really just want my dad to love me

Frustration

I don’t like my dad at all he’s not a good human being.

Relationships

I don't now where my life is going so I'm going to end this. I am 22/F, i am going to graduate from dental school in next 5 months but I have nothing In my life. Today my trigger are my parents and I'm stuck. My father has been having an affair for past 5 years and my mom is aware about it but still can't leave him because of me and the property she bought as dowry when she married into my father's family. Now if she separates from him not only will the society label her but she'll also lose her families ancestral land so she will never divorce him even if he is downright abusive both physically and emotionally. She kindoff tried to expose him once in front of my paternal relatives and everyone thought she was crazy because she spoke too much unnecessary stuff and I really tried to help her out by explaining the situation about my dad but elders told me to not interrupt. After that incident my dad started to hate me even more, he targeted his anger specifically at me by telling mean things and behaving madly around me and I became more and more hurt by him. My mom would do nothing about it and make matters worse by telling all the bad and emotionally toxic things my dad would do and tell to her( I know that it's difficult for her but such things are having negative impact on me, like I would just have got out of my depressed phase and she would unload again). Yesterday she told me about the photo she saw on my dad's phone which was of that wench who my dad is screwing right now and I felt so sorry for my mom and couldn't do anything for her. I resemble my dad so my mom has a look of disgust on her face everytime she looks at me and she misunderstandings everything I tell her. I hate when it happens and being associated with such a dirty being when I haven't even thought of any guy in that way. I feel like I can't keep on going like this. I hope my sister takes care of my mom. I just wanted someone to know, why I did what I did. 

Suicidal Ideation

My dad just slapped me and pushed me cause I talked in a louder tone 😂 I'm a teenager 17. Feeling so rubbish and insulted not the first time he has done dat. btw are all Indian parents like that? I wanna run away from here..mere dad ko meri chaatne se fursat nahi hai he is always at her side dono ek dusre ko support krte rehte the one day my mother was cursing me she took it to the word " chinal" to her own daughter bruh?😂  ( P.S : BOTH ARE WELL EDUCATED )And my dad's reaction was ki are thorns pricking you if someone says something?? Like seriously?? My dad kicked me in the stomach for back answering my mom lol 😂. One day he even beat me all night just cause I had kept one answer of my history book incomplete bt told him dat I haf completed full. He was like " jhoot kyu boli ki complete ki??" Bro one answer?😂 They are damn strict wid me into everything forcefully put me into science took credit of everything I achieved...  I wanna run away somewhere I am just tireddd I am a child abuse victim too they know all dis bt no love 😂I have no freedom no social media no going out wid frnds thus I lost each one of my frnd. 

I need advice from having a narcissistic father (who I don't even see as anymore, total stranger) and a housewife mother (seems more open minded but same views), both traditional people. I'm only staying with them for financial reasons, they don't charge me as im going to school. Me and my friends have been planning a Vegas trip for 4 years finishing school. it's gonna be  4 fours of us 2 best friends and my bf. This is going to be AFTER a trip I am planning with a bigger group these 3 people included. The issue this my dad is so controlling and possessive that he doesn't let us go out god forbidden we don't sleep in our beds every night and this trip would be 1.5 days, including traveling. This is very important to us because we haven't seen each other in 2 years, and now that we have a chance to celebrate, my dad is holding me back .It sucks that I missed out on so many good memories because I couldn't leave the house but what should I do. 

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