Some time he say you have to do more or you are not good enough but the fact he want you to be the best ever 😉

You will never be enough ,he want you to be always better so it will goo for ever 

I wish I was enough for my dad

Family

I wish my dad talked to me more. 

My Dad is angry

Depression

My father is annoying as hell

Every time I think of my dad it hurts honestly

Is it really normal to feel hatred towards your father?🙂

Life

So I'm thinking of running away from my mom's house and going to live with my dad. I see him every two weeks, so it's not like we don't keep in touch. My mom let's me stay with him, cause they have joint custody. But right now, things are getting too bad at my moms. We're having the drama at my dad's house, but things are getting just as bad at my mom's. I got into a fight with my step dad. He asked me why I "look like that", talking about my sad and empty expression. And I looked at them with confusion, asking how they didn't notice I've been this way for 2 weeks. And they said they noticed. So my step dad said, "if you want to compete with pain-" and I cut him off with, "I never said I was trying to compete." I kind of snapped at him. The thing is... He has heart failure. So he's in physical pain all the time. Where as I have emotional pain. That and he's a prick, so of course he would say that. He always brings up how he had it harder (meaning the depression) than I ever will. And I finally reached my limit tonight. Well, he went into their room and slammed their door like a teenager. My mom got mad at me and started yelling at me about my grades and missing assignments. Now I'm thinking I should leave. Not just because she's always nagging me about school, but because situations here aren't helping my mental health. I know it'll hurt her and she'll probably lock me in my room again to prevent me from leaving, but I'm 16 now and I think I have a say with what I want to do. Where I want to be. I just feel completely and utterly hopeless. Like there's no longer an escape from everything. I used to have hope that I'd move away when I get older and live a better, adventurous life. But that perspective changed completely. Now I can't see myself making it to graduation. It's like suddenly all visions of my future went black.

I hurt my father with rude behaviour. I am sorry. I was frustrated. After hurting someone else, I lose my peace of mind. 

3am Thoughts

I'm so done with my dad .
He's life is already so tangled 🪢 y he wants us to be like him? Y he wants us to go in a path where he wants ??? He's Just like to ruin everything 🤦

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