I wish I knew what it is like to feel wanted. I'd like to be in a beautiful person's shoes for just a day just to see what it's all about. Being ugly really is such a lonely life.

I can relate. This world is only for beautiful people. Those who are not knows this truth

Atleast smn who is nt saying otherwise i feel you 

3am Thoughts

I just saw this post that said,"when you take a picture of a moon or sunset and it doesn't look as pretty as it does in real life you don't think 'the sky is actually ugly'. you know that the camera isn't capturing the full beauty. And you should feel the same about you"💖 its all about everyone's perspective...sometimes some people only saw your mistakes awhile sometimes some people tries to bring out the best in you ..but it all depends on you how you see yourself...nothing else matters more than  YOU...so worry too much feelas..take care of your  ownselve don't let others opinions dim the light inside you..keep shining...🥺🌼

Self Love

Im just thinking 'bout that..... Do our looks matter? in friendship or in relationship 🤔

Now&Me Thinks

Sometimes people are beautiful 💛
Not in looks.
Not in what they say.
Just in what they are. 🫰

Ok, so no
It is not a matter of being beautiful or not, but a matter of liking yourself
At least, that is what therapy is about and it worked for me
Thank you. 

Body image

It's not fair
How beautiful you are

Love

Can you like someone without having any idea how they look? 
Is it practical? It's right but does it make sense? We live in a world where outer beauty is given far more importance than personality and we're obviously against it. 
My question to you is, what if it was you? Would you like someone when you have no idea what they looked like? 

I feel like all i have going for me right now is my appearance… 

Im just so tired of being ugly. today i have to pick out my pictures from when i was younger for my school yearbook and looking at them has made me realize something. I used to be so pretty as a kid. Back then i was still skinny and i had a beautiful smile and i still had my baby curls in my hair. i feel like ive disappointed the little girl in those pictures somehow because i managed to grow up looking worse than i did as a kid. You know those people that will post their childhood pictures and compare them to current ones saying they had a glow up? i like that trend and i think its fun but i could never do it because compared to my pictures from the past i look like shit. When i was younger i used to hate how i looked. I used to cling to the hope that in the future, once im in highschool, id magically look pretty. Now here i am in my senior year and i still despise how i look. at 10 years old as a chubby little elementary schooler i used to lie in bed at night and remind myself over and over that "its ok, ill be skinny when im older. chubby babies turn into skinny adults, right?" and i believed with every fiber of my being that that was true. I believed that i would loose weight with age and that one day i would look like the other girls i see at school and on the tv screen. But here i am in my senior year....still fat, still wearing ugly clothes, and still having an awkward smile. Now i know what youre thinking "everyone is beautiful in thier own way," "you dont have to be a model to find love" but in my generation everyone is obsessed with image, if youre ugly youre not going to make any friends or get a boyfriend, its practically impossible. im so jealous of those girls that can get anything they want in life just because thier pretty. Doors just automatically open up for them and they are loved whereever they go. meanwhile i couldnt be farther from those girls, most people hate me and i havent had a boyfriend since middle school. i have the same humor as them, the same tastes in fashion, the same hobbies.....so why is it they get to be popular and i dont? because theyre prettty. and i have to wrok ten times as hard as them to fit in. im so tired of being ugly. ive tried loosing weight and it went really well! I lost ten pounds in four weeks. but that was during summer camp when i could actually do what i wanted to. But now i live with my parents and i cant go for walks anymore after school because i have to watch my little sister every single day and i cant be vegetarian like i was at camp because my parents eat a lot of meat. so now i know that I CAN loose weight but i cant do anything about it for the entire rest of the year that i live with my parents and its the most frustrating thing in the world wanting to do something but physica,ly not being able to. i just want to be fucking skinny. thats all i want in life. ive honestly thought about just not eating, because at least then i would lose weight but then i think about how damaging that is for your body an di dont want to loose my hair and feel sick all of the time. but a part of me still feels like its worth it. I try working out at night when my parents and sister are in bed but by that time at night im already too tired to move. and i tried skipping breakfast but then when i come home after school my fat ass just starts eating snacks to make up for it anyway. it feels like theres nothing i can do and i feel so hopeless. I just want to be small so that someone will want to hold me in their arms and i want to buy the clothes that i like because they will actually fit and i want to get complients from people in public and i want to have guys give me their number and i want to be able to walk around without worrying about what angle people are seeing me from and i want to take pictures of myself without cropping out my stomach and i want my friends in my group to take pictures of me instead of me always being the photographer and not having a single picture of myself. i just want to be pretty and the fact that im not is killing me. 

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