I wish I had someone to pour these feelings out to. I feel so alone and regretful. Drowning in this dying marriage and struggling to pretend I’m ok. 

You are not alone my friend. We are family. You can share anything which you wanted to share. Feel free to say anything.

Please go and seek help from a therapist. Marriages should keep you afloat and happy and not drown you with sadness.

Depression

A relationship formed when a guy is interested in girl breaks in the majority of the cases whereas when the girl is interested, that relationship is always nurtured into a strong and deeper bond. Isn't it somewhere true?


Relationships

Let me die peacefully
Just promise me you will never compromise for anything
Never ever .
Is it too much to ask ! 
Live for yourself just fkn once live for yourself and not others .
For my happiness can you do that ! No matter how many obstacles or hardship you have to through! Just live for yourself in reality

Affirmations

I don't know who are you but I miss you. I had never seen you but your blurred face comes in front of my eyes... You have became my life,  I don't know your name and haven't seen you.
how would you look??

Will you also like me or will it be left to the imagination... In every song, I only relate you. I feel you everywhere, as if you are in the air like you are coming inside me as a breath. Will you ever come out of my thoughts to meet me?

Do you even exist? All this has become a puzzle. I am alive only in the hope that one day you will come for me.
I'm waiting..
 I love you you....

3am Thoughts

My days just go by. I don’t do anything productive. I feel stuck. I get anxious out of nowhere. It’s been weeks now. I want to change but i can’t. Whenever i try to do something i just can’t.

Do you feel good when someone propose you even when ur not interested?

okay so i dated this girl from march to june (2021) 
i broke up with her cause she was toxic

everything after this is just more information to what happened so if you dont wanna read it, you can just skip to the bottom (it's where my question is written)

 half a month after the break up, it all started to sink in and i started to miss her more and more and then i started to miss her to the point that i was crying and desperately wanting to go back to her
(Oh and this person is the first girl i ever liked, the first person i ever dated and the first and currently the only person i'm in love with)
Then i got news that she was moving to a different area on October 10th, I knew that she was moving months before this, i just didn't know when
I was really upset about this, but i didnt know until much later, so I decided to write her a letter saying that i still miss her and a bunch of other cheesy stuff
she read it, she wanted to talk to me the day before she went (she just wanted to catch up and stuff and decide what to do)
So she told me that she loved me still and we started discussing whether or not to get back together, in the end we decided not to
Her reason was because she didn't see our relationship going anywhere and she had no hope for it and mine was that throughout the weeks of us texting just as friends while we were thinking about it, i noticed some red flags 

So now, 7 months from our break up, I still miss her, I cry a lot because of that and I don't know how exactly so get over her, so do any of y'all have any ideas?

Breakup

I feel broken. At times it feels like a part of me goes missing when I am with my partner. It should be the other way round. Maybe I’m unable to handle things properly. My heart is sinking in deep ocean of sorrow as I see my partner engaged in other things than me. We hardly talk. I’m not supposed to get involved in his daily life, then what am I here for? It’s a love marriage, doesn’t feel like that anymore. 

can someone please make me happy 
i cant do this by myself anymore🥺

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