I wish I had more family
I wish I had friends
I wish I had siblings 
I wish I wasn't so alone 
I wish there were people who cared about me
I wish I was valued 
I wish I was enough 
I wish I wasn't so lonely

Lonely

At times when I am stressed I like to chop vegetables. It realllllly helps me to relax which I end up making soup from. 
It's funny because I don't like cooking much often and run away when my mom asks if I would like to.🙈

Mindfulness

☺No sad☺                                                         😄Only Happens😄

College

That was an stupiiiid gesture.. when will I stop being dumb and stupid. This self sabotaging will only make me alone and throw away from people too far where I can't reach out even being there. Aaaaa

Frustration

You feel home
You don’t have home
Home is a feeling 
Not a place

3am Thoughts

Just received a text from a crush who literally used to backbitch about me, I knew it after school.. What should I do? 

Crush

Any twilight fans here?🧛‍♂️

I feel so alone all the time. All so called frnds are fake. I don't have anything real , never even had any real friends. I feel lost and traumatized. Wish I wake up one day and everything will change. I no longer have to go through any bad memories or bad phases. 

My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything
My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything

*Talk to me, I need to hear you need me like I need ya
Fall for me, I wanna know you feel how I feel for you, love
Before you, baby, I was numb, drowned out pain by pouring up
Speeding fast on the run, never want to get caught up
Now you the one that I'm calling
Swore that I'd never fall again, don't think I'm just talking
I think I might go all in, no exceptions, girl, I need ya*


Feeling like I'm out of my mind, 'cause I can't get enough
Only one that I give my time, 'cause I got eyes for ya
Might make an exception for ya, 'cause I been feeling ya
Think I might be out of my mind, I think that you're the one
My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything
My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything
I'll never give my all again
'Cause I'm sick of falling down
When I open up and give my trust
They find a way to break it down
Tear me up inside, and you break me down

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