I wish I had held on a little bit tighter and fought a little bit harder, I wish I had allowed myself to fall, but my tendency to want to control everything ruined it all. 

Yes, I guess... What happend was nothing, nothing happend despite knowing it could've happened. I just kept pushing this person away when in reality i never wanted to. I did it because i thought i was protecting myself, because i thought it would make it better, i thought i'd feel better but it turned out to do the complete opposite. 

You know what wishing is shiet 
Wishes don't come true 

Other

Thara bhai joginder...

Exam

Calling someone 'aap' is so cute like kitney chumtiya ho aap!!! 

3am Thoughts

My husband gives suicidal threats as defence mechanism! Regret marriage! 

Marriage

I hate when people tell me I'm not trying especially, when I just kinda revealed a piece of my heart to them. You only have 2 types of people, ones who truly understand and others who hear but their perspective of you remains the same. Like, I KNOW WHAT IM DOING. I know im not fighting that hard because im feeling like nothing but at the same time I'm fighting the urge to cause self harm, pain on others, be reckless, completely lose myself. I wish people would stop being so quick to try to tell me about myself, I live with me everyday, I know what I aint done and wasnt supposed to do. Just stop talking, I already have enough voices in my head. Everything's annoying, the world's evil, I just don't see a crystal clear reason to continue the "small amount" of fighting I'm doing. 
I know everyone's so caught up with themselves and self healing but please look at others around you. Be kind, help, just listen and be there. Don't judge, there's only ONE judge.

It is so weird  to be at college  man like I can't  mqke friends  as I am an introvert    people  already  formed  thier groups  now the college  is  offline  Idk anyone  qnd I qm really  very  bad qt making  friends  qnd I got to know  some people they are super weird Idkts I can get along with anyone  people are super  talented  !!! People  are already doing  internships  participating in international  moot court  qnd I can't  speak a few lines without  fumbling  in front  of  class .... Its stressing me out !!!  I want to make atleast one friend  man I like a guy from my class he is so good like I asked him about  my doubts  on whatsapp  he was super  nice but now when he  around  me I get sao nervous  and he is a distraction  for me man I was kind of dreaming  about  him the whole lecture  !!  He is giving  upsc 

Hii 
A year back I told my parents about my boyfriend and they did not agree to it .
They had their valid reasons and I was convinced by their reasons.
I also love him 
I can give him up for my parents 
But I don't know if I can ever think about another man in my life .
My parents are already searching for a guy and I don't know what to do 
I'm confused bcos each time I feel like choosing the other one .
Idk Whether to hold on to him or listen to my parents bcos they they don't like it .
I love both of them 
And in the process of choosing between this 
I feel very guilty on whichever decision am trying to make .



Time

Just completed 12th. How did you handle carrier pressure. I am getting so much anger hearing my own mom advice. Not allowing to follow my dream already am confused 


guys is it normal for me to not move on even after 3 years of breakup and not date anyone 

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