I wish I had a delete button in my life to delete some people, some memories and some feelings.

3am Thoughts

I feel so low right now. I have an entrance exam today. And my father has a bad mood because of I don’t know what. And he has been talking to me so rudely. And he keeps shouting on me. I don’t feel likrw doing anything at all. I wish I could hide somewhere. Even my mother and I had a fight in the morning she was shouting when I was on a call and my father scolded me for being rude to her? I just told her I am coming a little loudly. I just wish things could get better. I hate my father’s behaviour towards my mom and it just makes me feel bad so I keep talking to him about it and he thinks I don’t respect him or the decision he makes. I don’t feel like going for the entrance too. You dk what to do. I have these weird thoughts in my mind 

Family

Middle school is pretty tough. I was the popular head girl in primary school but I guess it's quite the opposite since I reached middle school. There are so many other people who are wayyyy more popular than me and probably smarter than me, too. I have realised, after coming to middle school, that you need to actually make yourself recognised, definitely not the way it was in primary/elementary school. Maybe it's only me or my school but I'm just not used to everyone else being as participative or popular as me. At the same time, I'm losing my confidence level, probably the reason why I'm not joining the basketball team. It seems like I need to remind myself that I'm capable of doing whatever I want to. But I guess we sometimes just forget to do that, right?


Education

Where do the arsonists know 

If the winds change direction, 
they will also be dust..!

Quotes

Am I the only guy who doesn't have  friends to celebrate friendship day

Affirmations

HAPPY DIWALI 🪔

Other

Continuation to the story.. so yesterday i just typed all msgs how i felt.. and he said i lobe you.. i said stop these bcz no one can say i love you when r hiding something.. i asked him a straight question that why did u first add me as a friend? I accepted and why you blocked? This was my straight question..he is saying that i am negetive.. bcz of my words he blocked me on facebook. And he is saying his single agenda is bcz of my words.. in relationships we have words, fightings,caring, time and love... but he is pointing me when i am asking the straight question and now he is in usa, he is doing job training by a institute and he is saying me do whatever u think bcz i dont care and u have changed to negetive nature and my single agenda is bcz of your words.. should i leave him completely? What i think about him is when i have a doubt on him.. he needs to clear right? Instead of saying these words ! What do u you guys think? And i want to know this guy thinking mindset

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