I wish I die right now, feeling that much helpless and disgusting about myself because of my biological father. He is a monster who wanna see me in pain. May God jo mai iss vakat jee rahi hu, mahsus kar rahi hu inko bhi ho.

I can't explain right now. I am dying slowly and physically and mentally because of inhuman persons in my life.

Thanks for your kind words. I already know all the possible way out but I can't leave this hell. Not in condition ki job kar saku aur ye jagah choor saku

I'm glad you ask for but everyone leave after one or max two weeks. I'm exhausted of begging to many people. 

No BF I had from birth to till now. Family full of monsters is all I have

I can't explain it's a long story. Mujhe samajh nhi aa raha kese khud ko aur buri condition me jaane se bachau

Okay what is it that troubling you most? You father did something or is it a family normal thing. How we'll help you if you not gonna tell us the situation. 

Hey, I am so sorry that you are feeling that way about your own father it must be something horrible. What happened? Maybe sharing it hurt less.

Physical Health

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Now&Me Thinks

i have a gf and i really try my best to keep her happy , i help her in all the academic work and she also does the same more than me sometimes . But sometimes i make mistakes while helping her which makes her think that i am selfish, I really try my best but there had been a lot of situation in which i make mistakes. I am ashamed of myself as I am losing her because of this. How can i improve myself, i really want to marry her.

Relationships

Hello 
Hope you are doing great
I just want to share what I am going through
If anyone is free❤️🙌🏻

Confusion

Kar baar life me aap apni prblm se nhii maartey issues ss nhii haartey koe ek human ka behaviour hra deta hai aapko. Aapne kbhi expect nhii kiya hota hai wo aaisa krega but krtey hai log aur bht normal hai ye jaisa mai dekh raha hu. But sab pta hone ke baad bhii aap accept nhii kr paatey ho reasons dhundte ho chizo lo justify krne ke liye. Kya bolu aaj bht jaada overthink kr raha hu, bht kuch soch raha hu. 2 saal hone ko aa gae pta nhii kb kthm hoga ye.

Overthinking

So i found out that my boyfriend with whom i have been in a relationship since 5 months shares a surname (sub caste) with my grandmother. Though they aren't related but since i am an north indian hindu. Marriage would mean rebellion. Since marriage is uncertain continuing relationship would be stupid so we decided to take a break for a month as of now. We always used to talk about how similar we were. We were extremely compatible in strange ways. 
What would you guys have done? 

Boyfriend

Itna bhi jaruri kahan hai jeetna, 
Agar haar se seekhne ka hunar nahi seekha to? 

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