I wish I didn't have a father.

It's f*cked up to say, but if this one person didn't exist, if this one person controlled himself, i wouldn't suffer, my family wouldn't have suffered. Now, we're an empty house even though it's filled with people.

It's okay to feel such things but there is no time travel invented yet. So past mistakes can't be changed. I understand it is difficult to stay in such an environment. The only way to get out of it is to work towards your goal. Rant about it all you want if that relieves your stress. Regroup and work towards getting out of the situation...

Family

Well, I am a religious person outside, but I am a winner inside. People would have a good perspective on me but actually I do a lot of sin, and there are a lot of Contra in myself where i have to keep that religious me with I who actually a big sinner. It feels like the fake me torture me every day, and the time where I can't comit to myself not to do bad thing makes me want to give up for my life. It may be means nothing to others but this obviously annoyed me every single day. 

Anxiety

Hi, how are you? For me, I’m not even breathing well. Life’s choking me so hard. 

Depression

I miss my boyfriend so much but I don’t know if he moved on, but I want him back 😭😭, I don’t want to move on I wish he came back I hope he comes back one day I miss you Chris-💔

Breakup

I don't know why but parents apne children ko smj nii pate ...why they olwys think like dusro k bche zyada ache hote h aur chahe hum apne parents ko happy rkhne k liye kuch bhii krle but vo kyu aise behave krte h like hum unke liye srf burden hain nthng else 
    I'm just 😖 exhausted 



Exhausted

I am a 12th standard student who got very average marks(66%) in the final boards. Ever since my results came out, I genuinely felt this void within myself which my parents think that I never felt guilty about(my marks). But I swear I am **GUILTY** . After a month or so, I finally realised that feeling the same wont work out and my board marks wont decide the rest of my life and i have to prepare myself for college. But my parents do pin point my marks often. It hurts. Hurts a lot internally. Even though i try to make up for what I did, somehow I feel like my parents have made up their mind that I am completely unreliable. Also this is lockdown period in India. A time where family is always together. I am not saying that my parents shouldn't scold me, but I just want them to think how I'd feel. I have to agree to the fact that I put them through a lot during my exam preparations. I am having mixed feelings. I am starting to feel like this is gonna be a scar in my life. Honestly, I have the potential to make up for my low marks. Its just this feeling of hopelessness that I am having right now. Can someone give me some words regarding how I should handle my emotions?😥😥

Self Esteem

I've been feeling very low. My insecurities are getting to me and not in a good way. I try to sleep so I can get rid of thoughts but they just keep coming back and going over my head again and again. It's like this thought spiral I can't get out of. I feel like I have people around me, but I'm still all alone. I just want to be normal but I don't know how. 

Insecurity

I Can’t loose him, i feel I'll be alone again, but he has thousands of reasons and other people in his life who’s important more than me. I'm not even in his priority list. He tells me that he loves me but can’t marry me. Until he gets married he wants to be with me. But he has no guts to tell to his parents about us. I don’t want to lose him I’m trying to move away from him bcz it’s the best thing. But i can’t😢😭. I think about it every single day and i can't even sleep properly. I'm into therapy but still it's not working😭. I fucking hate my situation. I can't do anything, I sit all day in my bed and do nothing, i journal my thoughts but nothing is helping me. When he talks with me good and treats me well. My whole day will be happy, but the day he treats me like shit, I cry all day. Don't know what to do 😭😭😭

I had a peaceful chilled out time with my boys at a friend's engagement and my girlfriend is pissed at me for having fun with my boys.. Wtf is this..? 

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