I wish I could tell you that I miss you sometimes and i cherish the moments we spent together. But you pushed me away and everything went into ashes. 

I'm good, I had chips for dinner lol. How are you, ate something? 

You'll gonna be fine one day. I know its hard but positive vibes can heal your old memories. 

It's ok. You deserve better. Just concentrate on healing yourself.💛

I feel your pain. Been through the same thing, or to be honest, still going through same trauma. 

One Sided Love

funny isn’t it? the way memory works.. the things you can’t quite remember, and the things you never forget.

3am Thoughts

i miss you but at the same time i don’t. i wasn’t good to you and while you weren’t a saint either you have every right to hate me as i have a right to hate you. you don’t though and that’s what frustrates me. it’s that you don’t hate me because you love me and i don’t hate you because i love you. it’s not even a matter of being in love with one another because i don’t think we are. we just love each other. it’s just the fact that you love me. i love you too but i need you to hate me because it’ll make it easier for both of us to move on. so stop being so nice, giving me things, making exceptions for me because all you do is make me dwell on what could have been or what could be. you know as well as i do that we don’t work and our past proves that. let go so i can let go too, please. 

So what's your funniest memory? Hit me up in the comments section. All answers are welcome because all your experiences are valid. Let's talk. Love and hugs

Love

I was there for you when nobody wanted you . I love you with everything i had. Now that you are back on your feet. You left me in the dust... I never been hurt this bad before. You pretended like I meant nothing. One day we are happy. Next day you cut me off and say you don't have time for me... Well when you needed me I FUCKING MADE TIME FOR YOU.. I NEVER HAD one excuse... You needed me I was there. Now when I need you.You have the nerve to tell me ... I BRING YOU DOWN... That I'm in your way... How fucking dare you ... Act like I'm supposed to just let it go.. ? I can ... But I will never understand how you can be cruel to the girl that just adored you . The girl who hitchhiked to you. The girl that you made believe you would always be there... Just yesterday, you were loving me, then the next day you made it so clear you are done and you don't need me anymore... I'm done begging you to love me .. you judge me so harshly and I only brought you up... I was too busy looking over your flaws while you were busy looking at mine. And yes I might sound crazy.... But you did this... You used me , and then threw me away.... But I forgive you ... Because that's what makes me Beautiful. And in the end I wasn't the problem.. you were..... I didn't deserve the way you let me down... So fucking harsh... It sucks because every kiss meant the world to me... Being in your arms all those months was like heaven .... So I'm done... Im done blowing your phone up trying to hang on to something you don't want... And I don't know why you dont want this beautiful thing we have.... But goodbye my love... Maby one day you would open your eyes and see me ... ❤️.. - P

Breakup

Again and again..
Tired of getting played..
Everytime i got my hopes high, then it happens again..


Frustration

This is something I wanna tell my EX if I ever got a chance and If she's ready to accept to even listen 
Hey girl ! 
What wrong did I ever do in life to be treated this way ? 
I never asked anything from u nor I ever treated u with disrespect 
I always loved u even when u hated me 
When u were pissed at me I found new ways to love u 
Since u like flowers , everytime we meet I started greeting u with flowers 
A smallest of wound equivalent to a tip of the pencil would kill me but me bleeding with a broken arm didn't even make u show some empathy in u r life ? 
I was there for u 
When u wanted to go out in the mid night 
My love never had any conditions but just love 
I loved u so much that my mood started depending on u r s ! 
Y do u even have to give me so much of unbearable misery that it started killing me in its own way 
Do I really deserve this much of pain for just loving u unconditionally ? 
Don't I have any worth ? 
Y me trying to hold u r hand talk to tell my feelings is u thinking that it would be a betrayal to u r new boyfriend ? 
What about all those days when u were in my arms saying I LOVE U 
I can't live without u ? 
Do I even deserve this much of pain ? 


I know u r not going to call
No texts, nothing all along 
What if I get surprised someday
 
The days are just passing by
And the nights too are done being strong
What if u come and melt them into happiness

I am aware of u not being here
In ur life too,I don't belong 
What if we crosspaths on a random day

Was is that easy to forgot
Or was I never your love song
What if we overthink of each other at the same time 

My heart goes numb with every scream
Ur memories knock,the way u call me babes
What if someday u urself say ,"LOVE ,I AM HERE"

Neither i can  let u go
Nor i can  hold u to long
What if we meet each other again someday

Pretending like u still here
I never knew I was this much strong
What if I die without
Stealing ur last me 
Atleast once prove me wrong

As I go through your photos, I can hear my heart shattering. I try to put up an act and give a smile back to everyone near me... but I can't help at night to think about you and remember all those beautiful moments that we spent together... 
makes me wonder...
Was it so easy for you to leave and forget about it all? I wish I could ask but I know the answer is only going to hurt more than to fix the problem.
I remember when we first started dating, I told you about my past and I was afraid to do so because I thought it would drive you away, but it didn't, you stayed and I loved that. 
Now I can't  stop thinking about why you left... I was there for you, I helped you improve and see life in a different way... I helped you improve your grades, get a better job, and I supported you with different hardships. 
Now that you are okay, I am the one with problems, mentally and physically... instead of being there for me, you told me that you can't help me and left. 
How is this fair I thought... it doesn't matter anymore... I still love you, but I can't help but wonder... since when did you stop caring about me... since when you stopped loving me... since when did you used me for attention... and just why did you do me like this... I thought  that we were going to end up together forever, and even though I had never imagined/wanted myself married and with children, I was willing to do it because you wanted it...
That's how much I love you, now everything is in the past, and all I have left is the sounds of my heart crushing at the sight of your pictures. 

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