I wish I could go onto a mountain and scream my lungs out
I want to take out all this frustration
I can't anymore

Try to go the woods or mountains or something.. maybe you can scream their. Screaming the pain out really helps. 

lets do it together, i need to release my frustration and anger too

Depression

Drowning, sinking. Geez I don't know. Someone send me a life boat. 

Adulting

What to do if you feel overwhelmed ?

Anxiety

I am fed with almost everything currently suffering from anxiety and depression, literally, I have low self-esteem I always end up in negative self-talks so-called friends betrayed me for no reason hard to concentrate even on simple things lost interest in the things I enjoyed the most and I was never this kind of person I can't even go out for a walk even due to restrictions at home being the only kid  makes my feeling even worse fed up seeing the same four walls as well as going to school how can I overcome this and get back to the normal me

I want to stay, but there is no home. 

3am Thoughts

currently, it feels like you are the finish line. 
i’m running. i’m almost there. but everytime i get closer, you move further away from me. i don’t have that much energy to keep running. i used to. but it’s been drained out of me. i keep running but people keep overtaking me. i was at the first. now i’m the third.
and you know, in this race, it’s not about “giving your best”, it’s about winning. 
and i don’t even know if i want to win anymore. i’m too tired. i need rest. or maybe i don’t.

Other

2 years ago I left home because I thought my parents were cruel to me. I'm 24 now. It was unbelievably intense. I was very traumatized. I went to therapy as soon as I had the money , courage and stability to do so. I can't put into words how hard it has been to do is on my own. The 2 friends I got try to help but they've got their own issues and don't fully understand how to, this made me realize I really had to do this fully on my own. I'm doing okay after 2 years but I still suffer from very low self-esteem and I'm still hyperactive and overemotional because of the ptsd. I honestly feel pretty lonely and it's quite hard to meet new people. I also struggle finding a job I actually enjoy. I honestly put an unwordly amount of effort into being an better person and getting out off all this mess. I can see the progress I've made but I still feel pretty hopeless often. I know getting an girlfriend won't solve my problems but I think that's something that would help me tremendously. Girls do see me, I consider myself an attractive and kind person. But just getting close to a girl or getting to know her a little bit opens up so much pain I sometimes get paralyzed while crying. It's so unbelievably intense, it breaks my heart every time :/. So yeah, I wonder from day to day, trying to make something out of nothing. What hurts me the most is when I try to be normal to other people, like I'm happy and everything seems fine. But soon they see I'm not, and I'm not sure what happens inside of me but almost every time I just crumble and get very sad and anxious. I'm waiting for the better days, doing my best to assure a better future and break my families traumatic and poor circle. To whoever is reading this: Thank you for taking the time and I hope this also eases a little but of your pain and you find comfort in my words. Take care ❤



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Job Dissatisfaction

Everything feels so jumbled up, can't focus on anything, even the things I used to love and spent hours doing.

Confusion

Just re-watched La La Land and I think it was best for both of them to let go of the love for their career.

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