I will never let anyone ever say something bad about my family. My family and their well being comes first for me over anything else. 

Relationships

I have tried to have serious conversation with my family.. and i am very very happy, i actually had a conversation with my family not an arguments..

I agree we have difference in thoughts but atleast a conversation happened..

Happy

I am scared and tired of everything. Literally I have my mom who asks me to do everything as she says and support her whereas my aunt who calls me and tries to prove that mom is acting miser and all. And that I shouldn't support her and all. She even questioned me about my beliefs and feelings. Idk. I feel like I am stuck between the two sides. I don't even know who to choose. I feel soo pressurized between the two. I speak to my sister about both and this is hurting me. Who do I stand with is what these people want to know. I feel suffocating. I really would like to break free from these people. Like travel somewhere far where these people can't bother me. 🙄

Society

Erm...
I am just ezpressing myself. 
Well, i am a high achiever among my siblings, mom and dad has been congratulating me for that. My others siblings also has been supportive and proud with me. But, it wasnt the same with certain people. I know that it wasnt a  big deal about what ive achieve in my life and i shouldnt have been arrogant (i mean my siblings not jealous of me. Weve been treated the same by our parents) but the way they talk and treat as if i dont deserve. 

Ughhh...
Thank god they are not my family. 

Growing Up

It is okay to feel like you are burden to your family?

Anxiety

it's hard to be a chill person when your family isn't chill type...

3am Thoughts

How do you react when some random people talk bad about your lover's family?

Jealous

I feel like my own family is using me, and it hurts me a lot. 

Depression

10/12/22

"You never disappointed me... Not even once... Thank you for growing up into a good child and becoming my source of happiness." I wish I could hear such words from my parents.

We unknowingly expect a lot or a lil bit of something from people around us. I seek attention and care... not from everyone but from my family members. Growing up... In every family gathering during festivals or birthdays, all my siblings were a topic of discussion. She got so skinnier, he got taller...my siblings hated being talked about. But I always wondered why nobody talks about me... All the elders notice other kids but why am I like an air to them. Talking about these things makes me feel like I am complaining about silly things that should not be cared about. I should not feel this way. Or maybe should I.

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