I will have to embrace two things,first is staying low/thinking low of myself and second is a little graciousness/respect towards my space,I dont know if I would be able to pursue second or not but I will try bits of it.

3am Thoughts

koi baat krega ? 🫤

I am so done with my life. I have no one to talk too, I am just on my phone waiting for someone to text me or call me, I just surf on Instagram Facebook and Twitter and now I am tired of that, I am sad the whole day, can’t even go out for a drive alone, bored of watching Netflix, My only source of entertainment is going through memes on Instagram Facebook and now I am so bored that I can see the repeated ones, I don’t know what to do I am so done. I sometimes question myself that why do I even exist? 
I am just sad because I don’t have anyone to talk too, even I want friends, what kind of sin I have done!

Other

Depressed. Been a month since the breakup. We used to talk from the moment we woke up until we went to bed. We were best friends for 2.5 years. She told me she is confused and misses what we had last week, then the next day said we have zero chance of getting back together. Now she ignores me amd I'm depressed with nobody to talkt to. I barely eat and have lost 20lbs so far. 

Depression

Should I reach out to his number to ask for closure, wait for him or move on? He has me blocked on social media and I did reach out to a mutual friend to ask him to reach out to me so we could talk one last time.. but no response yet. I’m feeling so anxious and hopeless 

Breakup

Meri dadi ke expire hone ke baad Mera duniya se aur har cheez se moh chuut gaya hai bahaut feeka pann AA Gaya hai life mei shaadi Tak se bhi moh chuut gaya hai baas andar se suna suna ho chuka hu aur chehre pe expressions bhi khatam ho chuke Hain aankho mei baas paani aata hai Dil bhi dukhta hai lakin chehre koi expression nhi hota baas mann krta hai ki aab baas dadi kisi naa kisi roop mei aake mujhe le jaaye apne saath aab aur nhi jeena aur nhi chal paaunga aage life mei dadi ke Bina koi bhi dost nhi hai life mei lakin tanhai aur akela pann Merabahaut gehra dost bann chuka hai. Kisi se bhi Milne kaa Mann nhi krta baas kaam se apne empty house mei aata hu apne dost Khali pann ke paas. 

Okay, so my parents went on a ladakh trip and returned. And I'm happy for them! But idk why, I feel something. Some emotion that's not very comfortable. Maybe I'm jealous? Or desperately want to go somewhere, giving a break to my daily life? Or maybe I want someone too, to go with, be with? I can't really pinpoint the cause. Um, is it okay to feel this? Is it alright to be jealous of someone's happiness, someone who's so close to you?  A part of me is kinda sad thinking that I'll never find somebody to do things like this, with. It's crazy, isn't it?

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