
I went to my maths classes as always  My sir asked me about my health other thing then again he point out &said you haven't developed to answers/reply (he mean decisive public speaking.) Yet.
I dk I'm 25 + I can't able to articulate my words  I'm very poor in public speaking..
It feels really bad .
I can talk only when 1 or 1 conversation.
I'm very bad in group talk or in class I can't pich my voice high.
(I have been in this  tution since january .) 

I want to change. Idk how!


Mujhe apni weakness share ni krni h kisi se bhi.av 

Padai m thik hu .me but zor se awaj hi ni nikalti.

Ha ...dar ni lgta but pta ni kyu.
Kl se change karungi...

Me apna behaviour pattern fake to ni krsati...kuuki ek time tk hi vo .rehta h

Pta ni lgta h koi meri bate sunga to judge krega. Even I loss the opportunity to intract with other fellow  like 1 day I was the one who got answer right so one guy ask me wat the  equation u make  in class itself I didn't respond him.
After going back home  I regret why I didn't respond. Although I respond to sir that is this the answer..



Self Esteem

my boyfriend keeps trying to kill himself... and I feel so weak and worthelss and pathetic because im not able to help him.. how do I stop..?

Relationships

Anything is possible in this world but me moving on, hahahaha never.

3am Thoughts

Listening to Disney song rn while doing my work. I really can’t stop myself to sing out loud even if my voice was not so good.😂 So sorry na sa kapatid kong naririnig ako ngayon✌️



Other

My procrastination level is such I don’t shutdown the laptop, i shut the screen to sleep mode😂

Being a girl its impossible to get straight guys to just be friends with you, almost all of them are always trying to get into your pants😒☹its so frustrating😖☹. Please understand that some people are here because they are frustrated about something and want a friendly ear, not get into a relationship and things like that.☹
I want some gay guys to talk to, maybe make friends if possible. I hear they are much more friendly and make really nice friends💛, is anyone there please?
💛🤞🏻💛

Frustration

Why euthanasia is not ligal for normal people (specially in India)... If someone is not happy, aur not able to earn and don't want to live... So, continue stress me rahkar, mentally and emotionally presaan hokar jeene se acha hai if he/she chose mercyfull end then why govt or legislation or system isse easy bna dete hai... Vese bhi dependency is Second name of HELL... If anyone agree please drop ur views in comment!

Society

Hey everyone! Can we create a support group for depression? An online support group. We can talk on zoom meetings, no one is expected to show their face or anythings.
I want to start a support group for people of young adults in their 20s, who are going through struggles of depression, career achievements (not being able to get a big break), relationships (moving on etc.), family pressures (eg., asking girls to get married or guys to earn more), looks (feeling ugly, fat etc.) and their insecurities.
I really think this can help me in these difficult times. And if it can help me, maybe it can help you guys also. IDK if it makes sense to you all. But I really hope I can find some people.

Depression

I messed up with everyone in my life and the thing is I was unaware of it. I did all this unknowingly and now I feel disgusted about myself, I am not feeling good about this person I am. I was harsh to the people who didn't deserve it and sweet to those who needed that harsh deserving response. And now I am left alone obviously, having no friends, no one by my side as the result. I try to do things to make myself better, improve myself but I don't feel anything helping me. 

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