I wasn't like this. 

I was loyal to one in a relationship before.

After losing self respect in it, I broke up and started having commitment issues. I've this string emotional defense mechanism and I don't let people close to me.

I regret allowing another one to get close to me this time. It fucking hurts how I allow people to take me casually these days.

Thank you for being kind enough to say that! 🌸

What the hell last time when I install this app I saw same post. Is it robot doing post

I'm feel sorry for what you are going through right now. I can literally understand how this can make you hate self and hate others too. Hold on a little while. You'll definitely feel better soon.❤️

Gumnaam ladki

3am Thoughts

Its funny how...you put up alll the efforts to maintain friendship and that person just waits for 1 mistake to Happen so that person can blame you and leave you....and boom suddenly you are the bad person... 

Social Anxiety

Life is a music
Sometimes treble
Sometimes silent
& Sometimes high bass.......

I don't feel so good 😞 nowadays fitness goals , relationship goals, career goals seems to fade away day by day I don't feel like doing nothing just want to sit and overthink and rot my brain no friends no one to talk to toxic relationship what possible can go wrong more 
Had an anxiety attack few weeks back still dealing with some anxiety I cant see a way out from this 😔

Frustration

if nobody loves me i know my ex still does

Love

Badfiliig 

Anger Issues

It’s raining today. And i feel soo numb. I have been thinking alot about life lately. I just want everything to stop for a while. I want to sit out in rain listening to my favourite song in loop, thinking about the person I love. Isn’t it the most peaceful thing you can ever experience? Full of emotions yet numb, smiles and tears together. Ohh! I love being a emotional being! 

Anxiety

Is it strange that a 16 year old girl hasn't had a boyriend yet? I am very jealous of my friends, many interested in them. It seems that no boys that have an interest with me

Hiii everyone!! Today I'm feeling good well maybe not but i want to ummm so the thing is that i loved a guy more than myself and he disrespected me and crushed my heart and soul by calling me slut and he was also my best friend well I considered him though he use to give me names and body shamed me countless tym i never got this type of feeling I always tolerated it because I loved him more but this time though he apologized and i accepted it........my heart can't feel peace it's hurting even after accepting his apology he never even once cherished me he always said he was way too out of my league and always gave me pain though I have good memories with him but this time all i see is disrespect and pain that i got in return. I feel this pain because I really really loved him, respected him even loved him with his flaws comforted him, supported him but all i got was pain and pain now I don't want to see his face he thinks that if he got an athlete body and dressing sense he can become a celebrity but what about the character what about the heart....... Well I want to leave him forever I don't even want to see his face but my heart can't seem to let him go and the moment I really decide to he comes back begging not to leave him but this time I can't bear this disrespect and hurt I really really want to forget him I want to hate him but my heart won't let me he cries and beg then blackmails me that he'll smoke and die and I think I'm dumb because it works every time the moment I hear his voice I become weak so I want a strong and permanent solution please can you help me guys. I really want to get over him he don't deserve me. 

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