I was young, his mom didn’t like me. She said I wasn’t good for him. I was 15 when I fell in love with him. He was an adopted kid. I am now almost 20. I met him my freshman year. I let him hurt me. We hid our relationship. I can’t forget him. Last year of senior year he chose someone else over me. It broke me. I told him that if he chose her we could still be friends. I lied. He actually chose her we were 18. Why did I have to pretend like I didn’t know him In school so his mom wouldn’t find out we were a thing. I always wanted to hold his hand through the hallways, and eat lunch together, see his pretty face. I saw him hold hands with her, I saw him wait in lunch with her. He went to prom with her. I saw him give her everything effortlessly. I became depressed. I wanted to commit suicide junior year. I started to date guys because I wanted to forget them. It didn’t work. I just hurt them. I hate myself for hurting other guys. I didn’t do it on purpose I thought I liked them, but after a while I realized that I just wanted to get over him. The worst thing isn’t how badly he hurt me, but how I hurt others who actually liked me and treated me right. I think about it, and I hate it. I can’t do anything about it. I have a boyfriend now. We have been together for 8 months. I’m a sophomore in college now. My Boyfriend is the sweetest and the best, but why do I still feel like I miss the person who hurt me the most. When I see him around I feel weird. 4 months into my relationship he msged me. I was in Seattle, he didn’t know I was in a relationship. He told me he was sorry, and that he messed up. That he realized that I was the one for him. It was to late. I waited for that msg so long. He would write songs for the girl he took to prom. I would listen to them and cry. I wished that he would write one about me. I can’t sum everything up because it’s an endless story. He is my sisters neighbor. I can’t fully let him go, I’m trying I have a boyfriend now.
Amrinderpreet @youareimportant
Hey, as you mentioned that you have a boyfriend now, and he is sweet and good just like you wanted. I think you should let go of your old one, and focus on your current relationship. Do not forget that he chose someone else over you and in the end, his family (MOM) did not like you. So, what’s the point of going to that family and you are already blessed with one. Block him, let him go, and really work on your current relationship as that should be more important to you.
It’s important for you to be fair and good to the one you have now and who wants you. Not the one that left you and now wants to come back and what’s the guarantee that he will stay. Maybe you will lose the one you have now because of your past. Do not let him overrule you and your life. Be happy and take a wise decision!
I don’t know what to say. This is so relatable and it happened to me 15years ago. I have never let Timmy go. I’m with jake now but it’s not the same. I cried when I read this. I’m so sorry this happened to you as well.
