I was very unhappy with my relationship. I was always kept wondering if he really loves me or not. He was sweet at first, for a few months, then wasn’t happy with the fact that I didn’t like him consuming alcohol. So he lied to me so that I wouldn’t lecture him about it later, and did it behind my back. He lied so many times that I started thinking that maybe I wasn’t enough. It drained me emotionally and physically, so much.
Dont blame it on yourself and punish yourself if you it wasnt your mistake.