I was trying to explain to my mom who a female bestfriend is and she summarized it as " Haan mtlb girlfriend hai par serious nhi hai"... 

Lol. 

And my friends says
"Relationship h lekin maanne ko taiyaar nahi hai" 🙂

Confusion

Is there anyone from Rajkot 

Friends

I really wanna die as soon as possible. But I am a coward so I can't attempt suicide. I...I really hate myself. well, who doesn't hate me.
EVERYONE AROUND ME HATES ME. 
My parents. my classmates. my sister. EVERYONE.
They really say truth...i am ugly,worthless, I don't have any talent 
I am just a trash i guess. I really wanna give up on this life. 
Should I really die?? And if i am supposed to die this soon then why the hell god gave me this fucking life?? WHY?? Why do i have tolerate all ths things everyday. why i am not pretty like others?? why i am worthless??

Depression

What are your weirdest or coolest 3AM thoughts? 

3am Thoughts

Stress and anxiety Clouding my judgement.
Clouds are nice in the sky only.

Climate Change

My best friend started going to job and when my family about that my dad just mocks me and never talks to me and my mom keeps shouting at me that you don't go to job look at you best friend he is working and my parents don't even help me find a job and it's extremely difficult to get a job on my own as I am 18 and I look way younger than I am . My mom say things like you should die, why don't you suicide I hope you die like it's nothing and I sit there just crying as I have no one to talk to . Now even my best friend doesn't talk to me . It feel really bad and lonely 

Lonely

I was a person who was like getting too emotional, too much talkative , too much caring,, too my sensitive,, too much possessive and all that now i learnt my lesson and now i dont give room for any one,, now after a year on dating site, one guy is exactly like me,, i mean my past one,,, he cries if i dont text him all day,, like i dono now, should i go back the old way and pour out things to him or just stay clam.... 

Self Esteem

So how do i write it down , i have been crying since 8 hours , my mom called me slut again , then she came to me , i was crying she said you don't have to let everyone in the house know by crying so loudly and faking your tears , i asked her to leave , she cussed at me again , and she told me to stop with the drama of crying 
My dad came home and he instantly saw i a cried a lot bcz my eyes were swollen , he asked me and i told him , my dad told my mom that what she did was wrong and then my mom told him that i was lying to gain attention
Now she came to apologise bcz my dad made her , it was a formality i could clearly see .
I am having such a bad headache from all the crying that it even hurts when i move my head, i am just so done , with my mom , with everything 

It's either staying in constant touch or not staying in touch at all, there's no in between

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