I was so in love with you that I begged for your love even when I knew you there was no hope left for us. I'll never do that for anyone else again 🙂

I hope you are ok dear ♥️.
And begging love is never a choice , Love is deserved and you surely deserve a beautiful person who will take care of you in the coming future.

Something must went wrong in your relationship 

Loss

I am tired of my mother. She asked me if I was okay for a trip to Nigeria (which is not the safest place in the world) and I hesitantly said a no. She got upset and threw a huge tantrum. I kept telling her after that that I was ready to go but she kept sullking and giving me the silent treatment. Since last night till now she has been this way. I can't understand what more does she want? I said a yes, she's still sulking and giving me the silent treatment and saying that I don't have to go. What's wrong with this woman? Why can't she just let me live in peace 

Life

Good evening beauty buds ✨
So there's a guy with whom I talk and this the third time he is telling you don't look so young🙂 (not only him everybody says so, cause I look mature than what I'm) ...
So I said I'll become old hearing this continuously from you, then he said "no no nothing like that..! And you look so pretty and beautiful what more do you want? Doesn't matter even if you look older than what you're.." 
So I said "no this is not enough I want many more things" 
No he is asking "tell me what more do you want give me the list" 
So tell me what should I say? Tell me something spicy 🌶️ 

Confusion

I was in class 11 when I did self harm.

Mental Health

Hey y’all. I’m just kinda tired of everything happening in my life rn. And my moms hurting because my father is emotionally abusing ... and I have her to speak back but she’s concerned about his health but I’m concerned about both of theirs. Idk what to do 

Emotional Abuse

When you're not at all excited for your birthday which is tomorrow<< 

3am Thoughts

Toota hai toh, jura hai kiun, meri trf tu, mura hai kiun... 🥺

Memories

Ahh! I don’t feel good today but I should be happy my exams are over but I can’t just want to cry …. Okay!!! I’m just 13 years old what hard can be in my life at this time “parents”  yeah actually this is the only thing I love the most but yeah I’m not their ideal daughter what they want I’m not seriously not. By default, my ma said that by herself “I don’t want a girl like you” it hurt me a lot like seriously a lot and one day stood behind the door and listen that my mom’s conversation with dad and I understood that he had given up on me …. Wow !!!.... What should be my reaction do you think? Personally, I don’t know like really, I don’t know what I can do. I trying to change myself, but this thing is not working on me then I thought it will be good if I go to a hostel and understand my responsibility, my priority, and that I’m still important to myself. I don’t know that my decision is right or not, but I don’t want to change it. I’m not good for my family I don’t want them to be with me and be sad it’s better to stay away from them and make them happy I guess it is the right decision but now I have one more problem that my family doesn’t want to leave me they are not understanding it will be good that live alone and understand my study, career, and responsible.

Do you ever see those tiktoks like "sitting next to the new boy in homeroom my junior year". Oops, and how we're dating and having sex and kissing and we're so cute!!! uwu

I really want to make one that says "sitting down in my pre-calc class my sophomore year after my first crying session in the bathroom". Opps, now I have clinical depression and feel lonely everynight and I have not girlfriend and have fomo (even thought mine should be called romo) and no one likes me because I have no experience with girls and they go on pity dates with me only to have a fun and quirky story to tell their friends that they gave the nerd from the engineering school a chance and thats why no one likes him and have a dictatorship style family that tells me get rich so you can buy anything and have gone through 2 suicide attempts and only looks forward to when I get sick so I'm one step closer to dieing. 

Now that I think about it money does buy everything. If I'm rich enough I can literally buy a girlfriend. wow, maybe my parents were right. Thank god I have some money right?

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