I was really down in the ditches a year or something back and the only thing that gave me happiness was coming home to my cat and her little babies that I was fostering. Just knowing that they loved me conditionally was all I needed to survive. 

Cat are so positive and special. I read somewhere that cats really can’t comprehend  hate as an emotion. They are so pure.

Happy

Has anyone felt how happy the kids are playing in the streets and stress free and hoped that we could have been like them now leaving this stressful life of ours ??? Childhood shouldn’t have passed .........🥺

Children

 I feel like I am alone . I don't have many  friends to talk . I am too shy to talk to boys and  life is so depressing.

Lonely

Another night I’ve passed awake, atleast I didn’t just stared at walls this time. I watched a movie. I just finished journaling my thoughts. Well not actual thoughts in words cause I’m too scared to write down. What if somebody reads that? It has happened before and there’s no guarantee it won’t happen again. When I was a kid my parents read my diary and confronted me for each and every word of that so now I just draw my feelings. It feels good, kinda therapeutic. Most of the time I don’t know what these drawings of mine actually mean but I take some colours and let my thoughts flow on paper. 

Anxiety

Depressed


Depression

I’m worried my mother won’t accept me wearing a padded bra.

LGBTQ

I feel numb, hopeless. I don't know what I'm gonna persue or idk, I'm just really tired thinking about future, marks over and over again. I'm really confused 

Life

Hey, I'm trying to see if someone here has same issues as me and is trying to create permanent solutions

I don't want to call it ADHD but I have severe problem getting work done. 

I can do it if someone's there with me. But if left alone, I'll not do it even if the consequences are high.

I've even put myself in position where if I don't do something within 1 month, I'll lose 1.4 lakhs. It was also a business decision but still, I put myself in that position where the only option I have not to lose this 1.4 lakhs is to get some things done related to business, all within my scope of control, but I still didn't find motivation to finish what I started.

Infact, I remember I screwed up literally the last exam I had to give during MBA, where I knew 90% of the question paper but I just didn't feel like writing the answers and slept for a solid 20 minutes in exam and had to take the exam after 6 months again. 

When I was a kid and even while I was in college, I at least used to get that adrenaline one or two days before the examination but at this stage in life where I have to take care of myself and the business decisions and the consequences of those decisions are all mine, I am screwing everything up royally.

I know what to do. I want to do it. But I won't.

I have tried to come up with solutions for this but I need someone to be there with me who has similar problems to create a solution that is very custom and works holistically. Basically I know what the solution is. But if I don't have anybody else to work with, I will not work on the solution!





ADHD

It feels so nice when you meet with people who match your vibe. 🥰

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