I was never this nervous around people!! I can be on a stage of people who are more than 500 but it's the first time i am feeling this nervous around the people!!! The funny thing is they are all my family and this feeling is first time i am encountering!!

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Anxiety

After some restrictions ended, my schools shifted from online school to offline school. I end up avoiding people for literally no reason at all, I find it hard to approach others and I get extremely nervous at times. I make plans to meet other and end up chickening out at the last moment. 
I seem to have symptoms of social anxiety and I find it hard to approach anyone for the same. 
Is there anything that could help me relieve the symptoms?

Social Anxiety

Book recommendation that helps me deal with social anxiety 

Books

I have social anxiety. I can't talk to people.  The only thing i can do is wait and watch till i go home

 I have socialanxiety 

3am Thoughts

It happened again 😂😂😂. Stupid me couldn't even put words on my mouth. Should I slap myself, nah! That's an easy way out. I should rather punch myself. 
Got lectured for what i could have avoided by just speaking once. Why the fuck this anxiety and subjugation manifest itself and that too when my brother is there, watching, judging my every single fucking words. I am tired of this 'yes man character'. Why my senses go blank whenever someone elders approach me. Why this happens, why can't I even articulate and think? Why am so idiot full of anxiety? 

Frustration

How to overcome fear of socializing?😶‍🌫️

FOMO

So, I have a question for everyone, even if you're not an expert please feel free to give me your opinion:
can i have avoidant personality disorder even if i just have some specific syntoms or is just social anxiety?
I have issues talking to my closest people and i’m always hiding my emotions. I have a lot of fear to their rejection and cry a lot for the tiniest of critics even if they’re constructive. But personally internally i don’t feel worse than anyone i feel good with myself i’m just afraid that people will abandon me.

Okay so hy writing here for the first time..
If asked abt myself ive many self doubts and also social anxiety like even talking to someone new i feel breathless and uncomfortable..although ive been facing it all slowly and its all because of my friends they have heen useful to me . From cheering me on to speak up or bringing confidence about me and my body they are the reason for it. I just want to say if there is someone who have the same problem like me , embrace yourself..

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