I was never ambitious in my life, since childhood I was a person without any dream yet enjoying my life without stressing much about my future even when I became an adult. I have recently graduated and i still don't Know what to do but there are days when this thing stress me out the most.  On random days these thoughts make me feel depressed but on other days I'm still cool about my life . I know I'm spoiling my life 😔
As I'm getting older the typical thoughts of people are making me irritated like when will I get married ?  I wish I can stay unmarried because marriage is not just  about getting a partner but it's more about adopting a new family and its traditions and it's responsibilities. 

We can totally relate to eachother..I feel like this too.. I want to achieve great things in life .. wish someone could tell me ,you are good in this thing just go after it.. like how our teachers used to say find the thing you are good at .. hopefully we will do great in this upcoming year 🥺

About the marriage thing.. god I recently dealt with the same thing as well  and i told my parents too but girl, they are gonna come again with same things .. we have to do something in life it's hight time because parents are always behind us with some random people's biodata..

Career

It is said that pain and happiness comes in waves but what if that pain seems to be more recurrent than happiness. It feels like pain is inevitable and inherent. It's just the moments of happiness that come in ripples while being in pain gives us slight pleasure due to which we start thinking "our sad days are over" but they're not. Right? suddenly those moments too vanish drowning us in our pain and grief. 
This has become a permanent phenomenon of my life. I want to get out of this chronic cycle of pain but it's not in my hands. It's literally affecting everything in my life. My focus, mental health, physical health and everything.
I'm tired 🙂

Disability

*My birthday is tomorrow y'all*!

Life

I'm so restless rn I woke up with headache and feeling dizzy but I was fine moodwise 
Slowly it became hard to do everything coz idk I feel like everything is moving slow I can't do anything I can't meditate or focus maybe I'll go for run but can u suggest me something helpful 🥺

Stress

Hey there looking for some dress sense ideas and styling ideas for a guy anyone that can help ping me thank you 

Friends

I can't decide if my family is toxic, or if I am the toxic one. I can't really talk to my parents without one of us getting angry. So we avoid conversations a lot recently. But it kills me from inside, because sometimes I need to talk to them. I am trying my best, I bet they are trying their best as well, but it just doesn't work

Family

when your intentions are pure , you don't lose anyone , they lose you.! ♥️

Motivation

I am trying hard to do a diet with my mom. However, I guess I'm not exactly strong-minded, as the cravings set in and I cheat. I hate it. I make sure to lose weight every day so my mom doesn't know. I want to support her. I also hate how I look so I really do want to lose weight. I make sure to lose weight every day even if it is .4 of a pound. That way she can see that I am trying. Why did God have to make it so I could gain 5 lbs in a day just from eating? Why did he have to make food so good then punish us for eating it? Sometimes my appetite is so strong that I feel like if I don't eat all the food in front of me I am missing out and " I only live once" type of ordeal. Obesity does run in my mom's side of the family and I know that she worries when I don't keep my weight under control. I try to remind myself that I am not only doing it for my mom but also myself. Any of my friends who truly know the struggle I've been through strongly dislike my mom for the pressure she has put on me in the past to lose weight. Cause now it is just a cycle. I don't think I've ever truly been happy with my body, and I don't know if I ever will. Maybe if I can finally be back to what I was in high school, that would help. I am only 19, I do have time to get myself together, don't I? 

Hey, 
Would anyone be willing to buy two tickets of openheimer(hindi) at Cinapolish the esplande for Rs 200 on sat 2:20 PM.

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