Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I was listening to the song without you by David guetta ft.Usher which made me cry because I miss my ex that I told ya’ll about. I wonder why you miss someone more when you break up I was trying to be mature about it and say it’s okay like am not sad or anything but I lied to myself when I texted him a long message about cheating on him and sending a nude photo now
am low-key laughing at it don’t know why.