I was in relationship from last 8 years but last year in pandemic I was admitted due to several blood plotting in brain ven as change of brain tumor but it was migraine problem an plots where not for that at that time I was unable to talk to her not able to give her time so she was depressed and I was feeling if I tells her about my health she will be worried so I didn’t told her about that but I gave her hint I am suffering some health issue plz don’t worry we will have a great talk soon but that treatment and hospitalized period took too long like last for 6 months n she moved towards killing love aspect and leaved me now I tried to beg her after all explain she don’t wann talk she just say leave alone we can’t I don’t believe in love n I don’t even love you I just was unconscious due to lack of food and migraine even she don’t care now I am still on bed only still she don’t wann talk even at last she said fuck youself n suggested me to go on this community …
I am feeling damm alone my mind Is getting conversation to suicide moves even suffering alot from breathing…
Hey. Don’t you feel alone, you’ve gotta great community to hear you out always and support you.
How are you doing now?
Pls take best care of yourself.
ik she’s damn important to you n losing her is equal to losing any family member. But you see, she left you in hard time. Therefore, she’s not a keeper. You will find your keeper soon💗 but pls be kind to yourself and try to move on
There’s no need like not even a single percentage to waste after a person who doesn’t care.
While having suicide thoughts, just think bout your parents n loved ones who badly they’d be affected.
Just not me was in hard time it’s was just she was having huge marriage issues happening same time in her family n she was all alone that time I understand that but that time due to my health my family was not ready to let me use more device so that I can go n talk to her much greater and even I tried many times to get her know her issues but just use to say i just need you that’s it even I told her about my health many time due to which I am not able to be all time just wait for few days once I recover we will get out of that but she hurted her mind n kicked me out from her life … N now there is only one msg always I don’t wann talk to you anymore I am blocking you n blocked…
After all done today I made my all things email to her and told what I feel n what as day before yesterday I got my several blood test as my weight was going hard down while I got detected for blood cancer at my first stage I thought I should tell her but don’t know why she again said many things n I feeled bad again as she compared me with the that bad guy who use to blackmail us to tell at her home all about us’ let it be had just with treatment started with many doctors consults hopes for good I cried for few last week’s back as in this phase of time I even lost my best friend in pandamic but now I feel that she is not wrong at all but she is acting like that I seen that change she said she has move on but I know it’s not even that easy for her to may be due to marriage issue in family she is keeping me away so that I will not get that extreme that time let it be let’s hope for good ahead … As you guys are there to hear me in my bad time 😅
