I was bullied by my friends since my childhood, tried to change my group but always got toxic friend circle, now I’m 22 but still everyone i know thinks that i am someone who can take all their jokes on me without feeling bad. My so called friends forcefully calls me and make fun of me in every possible way. This haunts me like hell. I can’t sleep whole night by thinking what is gonna happen tomorrow, how my friends will again torture me by their words. I just can’t handle this anxiety anymore. Can someone help me for this.

Bullying

“What is my purpose in life?” I asked the void. “What if I told you that you fulfilled it when you took an extra hour to talk to that kid about his life?” said the voice. “Or when you paid for that young couple in that restaurant? Or when you saved that dog in traffic? Or when you tied your father’s shoes for him?”

“Your problem is that you equate purpose with goal-based achievement. God or the Universe or morality isn’t interested in your achievements… just your heart. When you choose to act out of kindness, compassion and love, you are already aligned with your true purpose. No need to look any further.”



3am Thoughts

If you feel lonely remember i am always watching you👀

Haven't eaten since the day b4 yesterday. Also having suicidal thoughts...

Suicidal Ideation

i love you mom! thankyou for being you. You are my support system , i hope i prove to be a good daughter for you

Relationships

Hello Everyone... i have joined Now and Me today , was looking for a platform just like this from so long. Going through a very bad phase in my life and trying to just cope with it.
Looking forward to connect with some amazing people and share my thoughts and would like to hear theirs's too. 🙂

Mental Wellbeing

If only i could be there for you
Hey S You know
I would have been with you
As much as i could get to 
Only you on my mind 
Everyday when i wake up and rhyme
No words left to try
I dont know how much would you 
Still make me defy
I had too much hatred in my life
Being someone who defies 
The rules made by society 
But you were someone 
Who accepted me and made me smile,
Getting to know the person you're
Trust me I'm more than happy and alive
You wouldn't know this
But to me you feel like a blessing 
So much so that i could feel you
Being someone who was sent to me,
No wonder your vibes feel so peaceful to me
I thought you were just some random girl at first
Like i have been to people always lonely
But now i have started to feel like 
You're the one for me
As you make me sometimes so happy,
But here you keep teasing me like
This is what makes you happy
But if this is what really does
I don't mind being on them for hours
If only i get to see a smile 
On your lips knowing I'm the reason, behind it.

So these last few lines 
Let me remind you again 
How much you matter to me
Last night i saw a dream 
Which you weren't in,
But when i woke up 
And fall out of the bed
You were the one 
I wish i could get to fall with.
#S

Crush

Hi, I'm new here, recently an incident occurred which has left me distressed. A few weeks back my sister-in-law "tried to" kill my parents. Thankfully they are alive because she didn't have that much guts to do so. All the arguments were happening verbally until that incident. She even dared to call the police and give false statements acting all innocent. But i didn't have any evidence to prove her wrong. My brother says that all this is among them and that, this shouldn't affect our relationship as siblings. I feel guilty because I was not in that place where all these took place. But I also feel angry because my brother did nothing when all this was happening. What should I do? I have trouble sleeping and keep getting flashbacks from time to time. 

Confusion

Anyone wanna join me for visiting isha foundation on shivratri. I have one extra ticket with a good view 

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