Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I was bit childish . And blocked her sometimes whenever we hd argument but apologised after i calmed down. Okkay i was toxic . But i was learning as i was growing in the relationship. But i never thought of leaving her, i never talked to another women. I was pure with my intentions.
She used to be so busy that i felt so alone. We lived 2kms away from each other but couldn’t meet for 3 months cos of her schedule. But still stick to her . Cos i promised i will never leave that hand.
Yaar gussa thi gharwaalo se baat krti … mere se baat krti . U started talking to someone else jisse tum 10 din pehle mili ho . ?
And said ki “u need someone jo tumhaari baat ko smjhe”
Mai nhi smjhta tha kya . ? Jab busy rehti thi toh khud ko excuse deta tha ki aaj office me kaam hoga ya aaj ghr pe kaam hoga. Uske bawjood i was standing honestly there with you . Lonely feel hine ke bawjood i never tried to find someone else. Gusaata tha toh tumse baat kr ke sort krta tha. Na ki kisi lafki se sympathy ke liye.
Acha nhi kiya yaar . 🥺