I was a part of witnessing a very bad accident last year. A car tumbled down the flyover right infront of my eyes. I could see the hands of the individuals in the car fall out of the completely damaged car. I can never forget that sight. I still have visions and nightmares about that day. I dont know how to deal with this
People don’t understand what such an experience do to you. I understand what you have been going through. Please get professional help
Hope you get better soon :)
Talk about it , do not repress it , let it flash in front of your eyes. Let it all out of your system.