I WANT TO STUDY MED IN DENVER ANSCHUTZ!!! anyone who is from denver co??

College

Does anyone else here have dyspraxia?

Disability

Hey everyone. This is my first time i am writing something like this where i am telling how i feel about my life. I just passed class twelfth, obviously low score. Parents as usual unhappy, rather dissatisfied. I had PCM. I was never made for these subjects. Parents thought it's the only way to be successful in life and on their saying i took these subjects. I never understood a word about chemistry. I could understand any reaction. I never understood the concepts of physics, though I tried a lot to understand these but never succeeded. My only hope was math. After my result, i scored the lowest in math. And nobody cared the fact that even though i couldn't understand a thing about science still i managed to score 75%. My dad says i never tried to work hard. And sees a great disappointment in me. But who will tell him that his son scored in  the subjects which were beyond his reach, subjects others feared to study. I just want my dad to know this. I never told him that I can't understand a thing. He never asked me that if i was comfortable with the subjects or not. And i don't know what to do in life because he still wants me to go in science field. 


Other

I just feel ashamed when my mom offers me food or anything while I m studying because I feel I don't deserve that as I left my job couple of moths back for my higher studies and I failed to crack entrance test to university and me dumb guy is living my life on my father's money like I don't deserve this living, this food, this care from my parents I just want to get out and get in some college to complete my higher studies but I don't want to compromise for small college I failed at one exam I have 4 remaining even If I crack one out of that I will be at a good position but....... I m not confident about that I feel damm ashamed when I eat food at home what should I do...

Anxiety

Hi 
So I just wanted to talk and get a random opinion about something which has been troubling me for some time wouldn't wanna share the details but here you go I'm a almost in college student had applied to some of the very best colleges got into the second best one and have to appear for a exam for the backup options so the problem is the second best option is kinda expensive but I guess my parents can afford that but also that it's far from my place that means I have to shift to a place nearby to it and all the other added expenses travelling rent electricity of that place water etc etc whereas the backup options are nearer to my place I can live with my parents and all my expenses would count as the normal ones but the college ranks no 15 and would not end up giving me good opportunities in the future 
I don't wanna be a burden on my parents but I wanna enjoy my life with no regrets as well , WHAT SHOULD I DO IM V CONFUSED AND THE THOUGHT IS HAUNTING ME NOW

Career

Hey there,so I'm a student right now and it's my dream to start my own business basically a makeup line so my first goal is to be a professional makeup artist and I'm working on this goal since the age of 11 so i got enough skill, today I told my parents that I want to invest some money on some vanity lights and that money is my own money I wasn't even asking money from them.... I was just about to order online but I decided to ask my mom about it first she really started to demotivate me and my dad also heard our conversation and said that all I'm doing is wasting money.... It just hurts and I don't even got no one to share..idk why indian parents only stick to doctor and engineering

3am Thoughts

Don't hate me if i ever ask to be treated by a General Doctor in future..

I'm an average student with no scholarships or anything.I'm tired of begging my college to allow me for the exams. It happens every semester because we're unable to pay the full fees. And the teachers keep saying clear it. It isn't that we don't pay. We do. 40k,50k,25k, 1.2k whatever we can arrange we do pay. But the dues are never decreasing. And the bank won't even give us loans. I'm frustrated. Really frustrated. I worked my ass off in the internship and the tutoring job i do, saved up every penny i got from the meagre pay. Dont even go out ever as it means expenditure, and walked my way to office, which was roughly 6 kms. I finally saved up almost enough for a graphics card for my course( i need it to run heavy softwares). But somehow, my fees are not cleared and though today is the last day of college submitting the form to the university, they aren't approving my form. Guess they won't let me appear for the exams. My parents begged them too. How are we going to arrange INR 173150 right now? In the pandemic itself. It feels bad that I'm even letting my parents experience this and not doing anything about it. I've fought till now but I'm giving up slowly. I can't do this anymore. 
An advice to younger generations who are studying in schools and similar right now - Take it from me, study real hard and get scholarships. Save money as much as you can and get those goddamn scholarships. Not studying isn't going to give you that college degree you need to live your life. Study before it's too late. 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts