I want to start reading current affairs but I have no motivation for it. 😔

Thank you
Can you suggest me some app for current affairs?

Well i dont know about it but maybe u cAn find good stuff online

Okay. Thank you so much. Definitely going to try it.

Try to look at it as at a single time so many things happening at same time and try to find interesting current affairs first later u may go to boring sections

Hi!
Same story, buddy. 
I have installed an app called 'Inshorts'. And, started reading a newspaper.

Because it is very important for your interviews and career, in general, to be aware of what's happening around you. 🌼🌈

Current Affairs

I made ney year cards and gift sackets for my classmates I met this year and for my friends.  Sacket w like chocolate and squismello. in my art class I gave out to several friends(ppl I met) + that guy(my crush) and one othr one(this one out of nice ness) ND one othr guy my crush's
(his friend).
___ when I gave him the card . I was like happy new year and this is for u ND he gave me a LOOK >🤨. Like a wierd look meaning like why r u giving this to me. He didn't even look at me or thanked me. He looks awkward by me. Now I feel so embarrassed and awkward about the situation I created between me and him. I regret giving him the card. I will see him in my art class everyday. I feel low of myself like a pushover. The othr guy whom I gave just to be nice, he was laughing about it with his friend like if I am interested in him but I am not. 😭

3am Thoughts

anxious:(
board exams in 3 days.. i dont think im well prepared. i feel very scared and anxious in this moment. my heart is beating so fast and my chest hurts
i wanted to go to delhi university. i';ll have to let go of that dream then, even if i do well in the entrance my board marks will count
plus this number will follow me for the rest of my life

i was a good student once:( ive let down everyone that had expectations of me - my family, my teachers, myself. i hate myself so much. i can never concentrate on anything. 



Exam

Relationship me aana hi nahi chahiye, seedha degree lete hai 23 ki age me shadi Karo. Parents bhu khush. Hum bhu khush. 

Marriage

I was a people pleaser since childhood. Never did anything to upset anyone. Money spent on books which were not needed or spent on repair of scooty because of a tiny dent, or buying a phone just because 3G service would discontinue bothers me till this day. Well the money is not mine, it belongs to my dad. Apologized profusely for small mistakes or for errors which were not even mine. I didn't want anyone to get bothered by my mere existence. I became punching bag for my family. I never realized that until today. My brother wanted to use me as emotional punching bag again for his mistakes. I refused to become one today. I retaliated. Argument became a physical fight, I retaliated again, until my father came and separated us. He sold or gave away most of my stuff without my consent, used me as emotional punching bag, when I was young he used to physically beat me and my mom used to only interfere when he tried to choke me, he even damaged one of my ear drum when I was 10. Fortunately  it was healed with time. My parents didn't scold him a bit because he was a child back then (he was 20 back then). He was never corrected and he still gets physically violent to this day. My father was absent for most of my life and my mom used to adore him (perhaps since he is the heir). Though she denies, but action speaks louder than words. He claims to have more rights being first born. Well he can have the whole house to himself. I am very territorial about my room, probably because my room and the belongings there has seen both the best and worst of me more than my parents did. Yes, I cannot call it my room since this house belongs to my dad. I will study hard and become something in life so that I can buy an apartment and finally I can call it 'my home'. But for now, I'm done being a punching bag, I am done cooking special things for them, I'm done for good. 

Family

I lose interest of everything.  I don’t know anymore. I lose my focus on everything. I’m not good.  

Hi,
This is going to be so long I'm sorry! I don't have anyone else to talk to about this.

I have been going through a very hard 'friendship breakup'. 
I've been super close friends with this girl from my class from the first day of college but at some point we both made the stupid decision to try a friends with benefits arrangement.  
This barely even started before I unexpectedly fell for a guy and started dating him (ex now). 
I know I made a mistake in agreeing to be FWB with her when I knew she's not as mentally 'sturdy' as I am and I definitely made a mistake with blowing her off to date a guy. I've apologized in the weeks surrounding that moment and she acted like things were fine so we carried on. I should have insisted more in asking if she really was fine but she shouldn't have said that she was when she wasn't.

Cut to 2 years later and a ton of built up tension between us of her being secretly mad at me and me kind of knowing she secretly resents me for something from little nasty comments here and there.
Eventually I demanded to know why and we got into a huge fight. She has issues speaking her mind and is very conflict avoidant so when she wrote me a letter detailing every thing I've ever done that hurt or annoyed her it took me by surprise how much she had bottled up.
Turns out she had feelings for me and felt very betrayed and hurt when I stopped our FWB agreement to date someone else. She resents me for not returning her feelings.
Now I know I can be impulsive and short sighted, but I genuinely have always tried my best to immediately set my mess ups right. Outside of the FWB thing (where we had a talk about definitely having NO romantic feelings) I've never led her on or otherwise encouraged or even knew about her feelings.

We share a ton of friends and everyone seems to just pity her when I'm just stuck here alone, getting madder every day that she's blaming me for not returning those feelings.
I know I made mistakes but I've never deliberately tried to hurt her like she has done to me with that letter and the resentment.
It's just eating at me so much, I'm thinking about it every day. Is she overreacting and blaming me for her own communication issues or am I just an impulsive bitch?

Lonely

ARE THERE ANY GOOD MOVIES FOR AMBIVERTS OR FAILING PEOPLE WHO DON'T HAVE GOD GIFTED TALENT

Movies

So what is your view towards carnal desires in a relationship? My gf has been a bit emotionally distant with me for the last few weeks. So when I met her this week, I had some level of physical contact with her. Though her body responded, I felt that she was psychologically distant. And today when I wanted to hug her, she did not want to. I felt like I was pushing her too much. I called her after reaching home and she responded really harshly. That she said all the guys are touchy and can't stay normal. she had been in a relationship before being with me(for 7 years) and currently she is cheating with me and also hiding a lot from me.   I can sense that even though she says she loves me and all, she might not be attracted toward me anymore - both emotionally and carnally. I am highly confused because I am not after a woman's body only. I want to build a stable relation with her which I have been trying to establish for the last 7 years. Did we have close moments? Yes, we did. And back then she was not so rude or taken aback by my touch. Can it be that as she is not interested in me, that is why she does not like my touching of her anymore?
I am going through a lot actually. And now this, I do not know what to do or say. Because I am not loving her only to be intimate with her. I do love her. And the painful fact is that recently all she finds me is problems and problems. I am afraid to give up on our love and then again, with each passing day it is becoming hard to keep hope in this relationship. 

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