I want to start a venture. I don’t want equity to begin with 
I just want a salary and meaningful work to do 


Job Security

If you wanted to talk to someone but couldn't due to any reason. Then text them happy diwali 😉
Thank me later 

Friends

Boring waiting a car 

Exhausted

I got rejected again. But I'm used to it by this point. The only reason I keep trying is because there is no harm in it; I can keep expecting things which I won't get and probably won't deserve. No hope is involved in this process. Hope is foolish. 

Depression

TW : Advice for fellow 'nice and low self respect guys'
Stop texting your crush first all the time. Wait for 3-4 days and see if theres an effort from the other side. Honestly it feels so sad looking at you crying inside for attention from that person whom you care about the most. Grow some balls of self respect and carry them with you all the time. You lack self respect to move on from bad people whom you had crush on and they seem to reciprocate zero of it . 
Some might think, who am i to judge you guys and scold you openly like this : know that i am a fellow nice and low self respect guy who felt unwanted and got into serious depression and did shit lot of stuff to be better but had little effect on people. Know that all it takes is a little courage and thoda self respect to move on from potential bad partners who dont give a shit about you.  Valentine day pass mein aa raha hai and this world may call you single in all languages ,but accept it and move on. For last 6 years i have been cursing myself for not being someone who did not have gf. It took me 6 hard months of therapy to know that i am wrong to base my self worth and love me only when someone else will do that for me. Appreciate those who genuinely care for you and thats not difficult to find out, ppl will make efforts to reach out to you. Cherish those. And let go of ppl whp dont radiatw your energy back. Im finally in a better place today than i was 8 months back. Go and give yourself that damn respect and care you expect your crush to give ya


Relationships

I'm feeling down cuz I'm getting lonely day by day....my parents are on the verge of getting divorced.... My siblings are busy with their own life.... I don't have any relatives or cousins..... No friends as well with whom I can share my feelings..... 
The thought of seeing my parents get separated is something that I can't tolerate.... It's just that I can't see my family break cuz I don't have anyone else whom I can call mine.... Everything will be shattered.... I'm already tensed by my own life, insecurities, inferiorities, and many things.... I'm not even able to concentrate on a particular thing cuz my brain gets flash backs of dark past events.... And my mind recalls all the problems that I have and I start tearing up and feel down the whole day.... I just can't understand why do I have to cope up with all this!!??? I don't think so that I would be able to take this all for long time cuz my hope is decreasing day by day..... Can someone genuinely help me??? 

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