Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I want to share my feeling with you guys
Ye incendet friday ka h evening me m ofc gyi and jate hi ek ladki milli usne mujhe birthday wish kya to mene usko bola aj mera bdy ni h 19 ko h thn m apni desk pr gyi dekha already birthday girl ka tag laga hua tha… ek do logo ko bta diya mera bdy ni h phr or log aakr wish krne lge to mene sbki wishes accept kr li mene baad me kisi ko bola mera bdy ni h or jinko bola vo bolne lge aj ni h iska bdy phr mene sbka din rakhne k lia bola aj hi bdy then kaam krne lgi HR sayi usne gift or card diya socha usko bta du tb vha kafi log bethy thy or mene ni bola mene bs accept kya or thank you bol diya… socha bs wish hi to kr rhe h koi baadi baat ni h jesa chal rha b chlne do. Ab isme kuch lo lg rha tha m such bol rhi hu kuch ko lg rha tha m jhoot bol rhi thi baad me break pr jane k baad sbmne bina btayaye cake order kr lia or canteen me wait krne lge itne meri tbyt kharab ho gyi vomiting hone lgi and then thoda face thk krke m niche gyi cake cut kya under se bhut bura lg rha tha mujhe ki such bta dena chaiye tha cake khilaya sbko then ek ldki ne bola ye tumhre team mate kuch khna chate h tumse m unke samne gyi mujhe lga yhi bolege aj tmhra bdy ni h but unhone kuch ni kha… mujhe lag rha tha sbko pta h aj mera bdy ni h phr bhi mujhse cake cut kra rhe h khi koi sbke samne na bol de pr kisi ne bola ni pta to sbko hoga hi kher jb m face wash krne jarhi thi to piche se ek ladki aakr bolti h hume pta h tmhra aj bdy ni h. M thoda ajeeb sa feel krne lgi bola usse ys bs bckchodi chal rhi h… then washroom gyi or meri tbyt kharab hogyi vomiting, headche, stomuch pain or m vhi cateen k pass beth gyi ek ladki sath hi thi usne sir se bola sir aaye thn unhone kisi se baat kri mujhe ghr drop kraya… ab mujhe bhut ajeeb lg rha h soch soch kr ki fake bdy celebrate hua h mujhe bta dena chaiye tha but mene ek do logo ko btaya phr ab aakr wish krne lge to mujhe ajeeb lg rha tha sbko btate hue aj bdy ni h isliye mene ni btaya. Or cake cut krne k baad to or jada ab m monday ko jaugi to sb sochege ki jhoot bol rhi thi ye abhi isko join kre hue bs 1 month hua h or abhi se jhoot socho agr same bdy mail 19 ko aagyi to or popat ho jaega sb kya soch rhe hoge mere bare me… mene bs isliye bola m kisi ki feeling ko hurt ni krna chati thi… ab ye soch soch kr mere smjhni ni aarha kya kru btau sbko jakr ya ni under se bhut ajeeb sa lg rha h bura feel ho rha h sbse ese jhoot bol kr. Kya soch rhe hoge sb mere bare me. Mujhe bhut ajeeb lgega ofc jate hue.