I want to make myself better. In each way. 
I want to surround myself with people who are better than me in the areas that I wanna improve. I want a study buddy, I want a fitness buddy, I want a companion who'd go places and explore with me. Someone I could sit with and talk about career, goals, ideas, emotions, past and listen to the same from them.

Have you tried anything to do so? I'd love to hear some tips!

Hhahaha no I haven't, this platform I guess not in real life, wau?

That's Great... Hope you find them soon and keep GROWING every single day! ✌️

Dreams

I feel like running. I wanna run. Run away from this shitty place and shitty people. I feel stuck. i dont know what to do and how to do . i have been controlling myself making myself feel good about living here. but the truth is i dont wanna live here. this shitty place called bhilai. it sucks doing college from your hometown

Exhausted

And i broke up with my bf rn😌
Happy new year guys🥳

Relationships

Feeling lonely 😞

Lonely

Nowadays, small things are affecting me emotionally. I won't react at that time, but once I reach home, I will cry out like I lost someone. I work in a lab along with 7 scholars. Even if they are there, I feel left out. They talk among themselves and talk in secret code when I join them. If I talk, they won't pay any attention. But what I noticed is that by the end of the month, they will talk to me and take me along with them for food and end payment by me. If I buy something like a book or materials for my craft, they will make comments like, Since I am rich, I can buy anything. Actually, I survive and spend what I get as my stipend and savings, which I had from this stipend only. They also get the same as me—actually more, but I didn't understand these comments. Usually, I don't give any value to such comments.
In our lab, there is an aquarium that they purchased but that I maintain and feed. Today I bought a few fish to put in that, but they told me it's not possible to put them in their aquarium and take them home. I didn't say anything and took the fish to my home. And I cried like anything because of this incident. I don't know why I am getting emotional over such small incidents now.

I hate myself

3am Thoughts

A long distance relationship is really beautiful and depressing too!! Like you wanna meet eachother but can't!!!  You stay loyal to eachother knowing the other one won't find out even if u didn't!!! You have to wait for a time to meet eachother!! You can't just anytime hug them!! 😔😔

My plan was I will splash water on my mom but I woke up 12 pm now I can't 

Going through many feelings at a time heartbreak losing friends
Nothing is the same anymore 

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