I want to go…Run away from here, disappear and die
yea same
Phir uske bad? Kya kisi ko koi fark padega tumahre yeh kadam uthane s?
Dard h i know but yeh khtm bhi ho jyga bs shuruaat krni h tumhe
Wese bhi kisi ko faraq nai padta mere hone ya na hone se.
I am tired of being supressed by dad. He has all contorl of our happiness… He has wasted my mom’s life … And ours.
Th tum badal skte ho use ab bhi … kr skte ho tum … bs bharosa rkaho sb badal jyga wkt k sth agr tum chaho th!
Its been 27 years… My mom is 52… Sab deekh liya, sara sabar rakh liya…
Aab nai hota…
I will run away soon
Phir mumma ka kyaa,. Kya tum unhe akela leave kr skte ho? Kya unhe vha akele chodd skte ho? Vo kse rahge if you will not be there
I talled to her she dont want to take any step. Mea hou unke liye, unki help & protection k liye. But vo nai karna chahti khud ki help. Bas fasse rahna hai unko yaha… Unhone wrong decision liya hoga ye wedding ka… N now i am facing it…
Mea khud ko hi save kar lou fir, mea kyu drain hou, mea kyu therapy lou, mera kyu anxiety me rahu, yaha mera bp low ho jata hai in these situations… I faint, fall down at times.
There are nights when i cry just cry and predent to wake up in morning…
You are in school or in colllege or doing job? See unke liye etna easy ni hoga vha s sb kuch chodkr aanaa … you have to understand . Ya th padhkr kuch bn kr unhe yha s le jao apne sth
I am working from home.
Yaha ghar par dad don’t talk to her, treat her badly. So point kya hai yaha rahne ka.
I see other parents/ couples sab acche se rahte hai, pyaar se. Jab ladai hi karni hai to sath rahkar dono ka mood kyu kharab karna. Plus give tension to children, about what might happen in their absence.