I want to get over you...but whenever i try getting over you then i think that you may like me...even though i know u don't like me..🙂

It's not easy to move on i have tried many times🙂

But it's not easyyy i mean he is in my class i see him everyday... it's not easy that i can ignr him and get over him🙂

Crush

I hope karma gets him ❤️
I've nothing more to say
Can't fight anymore
It was always one sided I knew it
Just that I thought he would change
I saw it coming
And now he left me heartbroken and alone
Already did enough
Now I don't have the energy to fight for it
And I know he's going to read this for sure but I don't wanna say it on your face 
So for you dear love 
and I wish life f you soo much 
I wish the girl you ever fall in love with leaves you shattered and every love of yours you never get it back 
just like you did to me
You deserve it and I hope I never meet a person like you 
I just don't know what bad  did I do to deserve it all
I gave in my all 
and I you left I me in a moment 
it hurts 
I just hope you'll never be happy 



3am Thoughts

I am eating dinner at the greenery right now. And while I am sitting here, I am remembering all the times that I had my lunch and dinner with Meredith beside me. Oh how I miss all those memories. ￼

Love

Either you will get it or you won’t. But the question is  how much positive we are to get it?

Here we go again…

Self Harm

I have lost hope

Depression

Maybe we will meet again!
Maybe we will laugh again!
Maybe we will share the same table again!
Maybe we will read each other thoughts again!
Maybe we will not break each other’s heart again!
Maybe we were meant for each other!
Maybe maybe maybe!
Maybe it will happen someday!
Just not today!
Maybe it will be some other universe! 
Just not here!
Just not here!!!

Yes i know we stopped talking, but I never stopped thinking about you!
I know we cannot be together ever, we never meant to be together, but I know maybe one day you'll forgive me and I'll forgive you for whatever happened with us, maybe it's all in destiny...even my pen cries whenever I write about you...

The Unsent Letter.

To the guy that I probably have feelings for,
There is something that I would like you to know
From the moment I first saw you,
One thing that caught my attention was your smile.
Your smile shines bright among others.
Your smile is infectious,
Your smile makes me think why do I smile less?
Others might think it's just an ordinary smile. 
But, not to me.
To me, it is charming and calming at the same time
And that is what makes me want to know you more than what our eyes can see.
If you would let me?
Sometimes, I wish you were older than me, and that we are in the same boat.
Maybe then, I have the courage to confess my feelings.
But when I think back again. You're single? Of course not, right? 
Silly me for thinking that I would have the chance to date you.

Anyway,
As you read this, know for sure that I only have 30 days left in Malibu. 
I am leaving soon.
Before I leave, here’s the unsent letter that I wish you read.
There are no words to describe how thankful I am for the opportunity you gave me.
Now, I have made my decision. 
This time, I will just bury my feelings for you in this city.
I wish you all the best! See you when I see you.

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