I want to get out of this loop of feeling like i want to die and the next moment being on top of the world. Things don’t make sense anymore…
Kya ho rha hai
Idk everything seems to be too much.
Say it exactly
I’m overthinking shit. I passed my highschool not in college yet. Been at home too much. I feel like my existence don’t matter. All sort of shit.
Why not in college yet
Preparing to get in. Watching everyone make friends and have fun while I’m miserable at home.
Why not u joining them
They’re studying different course.
College kab join kar rhe ho
I have entrance exam in a few weeks.
So jab tak apbi hobby wgateh banao
Time aane par tumhare bhi ban jayenge dost
True:) it’s just that I’ve always had people around and suddenly this change of having to stay at home, deal with my parents and not having anyone to enjoy stuff with is difficult.
Kisi bhi chiz ka addict nhi hona chahiye
Ghar par ho ghar par enjoy karo
Esa nhi hai ki hmesha ke liye yhi fass kar rah jaoge
True. I can’t stay in the present. I’m always complaining about the next thing and i feel like I’m never happy where i am.
Hn ye difficult hota hai bahut
But yahi to life hai
Sabki life aisi chize aati hai
Haan. Bas abhi tak experience nahi kiya tha aur abhi its like muh pe mar rahi hai sab chiz
Hn😂enjoy
