I want to fall in love with a girl who wears punny t-shirts and converse sneakers. A girl who brushes her hair behind her ears and laughs at stupid jokes and hugs me while I make breakfast for her. And no matter what I make, she always says it's her favorite. A girl who tells me she likes the dress I'm wearing and compliments my hair in a way that makes me really believe her. 
If a girl like that ever laughed and said "you're so cool" to me, I think my heart would melt and I'd crumble to dust. I just want to have a romantic side plot and fall in love! Is that so much to ask?

Relationships

So i have a paper due tomorrow morning and im barely started and this random surge of motivation in me was like, "c'mon you got this, you can do it" and this and this other voice in my head was like, "girl don't lie to yourself, you know you can't." Lmaoo self confidence negative mein hai mera😂

Whatever it is you're seeking won't come in the form you're expecting.

Self Harm

I just feel like to write down a thousand pages essay on my inner self. But I don't have the energy to do it though. That's how exactly I feel when to communicate with someone,it feels like telling a thousand words but scared of getting judged nd tired

3am Thoughts

I have an exam day after tomorrow and I haven’t studied a thing🥹

Exam

**good things will come soon**
__Never lose hope__
__Every body deserve a chance to clean up their mistakes__


Body Positivity

Why this day shouldn't be the worst day of my life....but why it is....dad scolded me like i amn10 yr old...he has never changed....i thought he is different...i thought he will change the way he sees me....but he still has that faerful eyes...filled with anger....and i dont know how to get rid of it....the kind of fear i never had in my life.....those eyes filled with lava....like it want to burst me...wantdd to swallow me whole in one take.....i do fear fear but was something i never had seen in my 20 yr life...it was like i was still the child who still had a lot to learn from his father.....when ur fucking 24 yr old and ur dad scolds u like he had that scream held in between his thoracic cavity.....why he do that...am i that worthless to him....do he even have smeone who he love abduntly.... Without expecting smething....what is my worth in his life...does he even thing i am a part of him...the way he said things.....the way i never feel myself mpre isolated from this world.....is it like i never existed and i were i dont mean nothing to him.... I know i said some bad things it is jst to be play cool in front of him...that might have triggered him....he do have a monster inside....still growing and burst when it had that chance.....he think he own me....he thinks jst becoz he had genetically related to me....he had the ryt to ask and do things to me.....my fsther i nevwr seen him apolozing he might evwn thinks of my family as a grp of waitress and waiters who are their to serve them...os this is all we r in front of him or jst i am making a big deal out of it....he never call to ask how i am amd voce verse i never counted on him....to be their for me.....i have read 20 plus help book what does that tell me....i have seven months to make 65000 thousand rupess on my own....i am ready to be in thia wolrd of money....to get paid...well.....



Alcohol

my husband isnt abusive or anything but sometimes he gets very mean without provocation. It’s very tiring to deal with. He also often talks to me like im stupid…i also have my faults obviously and most of the time hes a great person but everyday i wonder if i actually made the right call by marrying him…we were in a situation in which id have felt guilty if i didn’t marry him and i wonder if i wouldve actually gone through with the marriage if we weren’t in that situation…i feel a little trapped 

Marriage

Who else skipped their sleep last night✋

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