I want to die but I don’t want to kill myself. I want to die cuz I’m tired of this world, it just way too problematic. But I have zero intentions of being the cause of my death. Does that make me suicidal?
Yes, many people experience suicidal ideations differently. It helps talking about it so if you want, can you tell me why you feel this way?
Hey! You’re not alone buddy. I know sometimes it all feels too much and seems like it’s never gonna end but it’s gonna pass, maybe slower than you expected but it will. Ik sometimes even reading/listening people say motivational things doesn’t help, but wake up every day and find just one small reason to get through day. Mine was a cold coffee yesterday. It may sound silly but hey, you never know what might work ; )
Look, you’re alive, and that means there’s a purpose for which you live. If not today, maybe tomorrow. If not tomorrow maybe next month. If not next month, then next year. You won’t go through this for the rest of your life. Your life will change. Focus on one goal. And live for that. Live for atleast one dream that you want to make true. I promise you, you will be fine in sometime. It takes time. For now, do what makes you happy. It can be, music, yoga, sports, food, movies or anything that keeps you busy and makes you happy atleast a bit. This phase is not going to continue forever, so please don’t hurt yourself. You are special. You are unique. And mostly, you never walk alone. We are all with you. I am with you. Okay? I care for you. So don’t hurt yourself. Just keep going. Remember, when life gives you 100 reasons to die, it also gives you 1000 reasons to live. Find your reasons. I’m one of your reasons. I don’t know who you are, you don’t know who I am, but I’m there for you. I care for you and I don’t want you to harm yourself. Don’t ever do something that you will regret. Take care 💙