I want to cry
I won’t really want to because I have been feeling really down and I had to write an essay and it was like a personal essay that the class had to write. I decided to write the essay about my bird Lola, it was hard to write about it, I finished it today and It was really upsetting. I don´t know why I chose that story so it´s also my fault but I think I opened up that wound again and I can´t stop thinking about her death and how it was my fault. I can´t stop blaming myself for her death…I am the reason she is dead and now I can´t think of anything else.
hi, i know what you feel, and it hard to not blame yourself, the only thing is to say goodbye to lola, if she was a happy bird then she had a good life because of you, and you should fell proud of that. i dont know if my comment helped but i hope you can get past this, because you are an amazing person
You know everybody has commited sins and their memories may keep disturbing you but hey , if u really feel it deep down then say a prayer .
get up on your desk and write , write about the golden memories you had with your bird , write to pay her a tribute and promise yourself , how cautious you will be in future about hurting other take it as a lesson . apart from that life and death is a cycle of nature you can never entirely blame yourself for that .
