I want to be with her, call her mine. but then again I don't want to be in any relationship. she calls me hers, but then I push her away
it's all messed up, mixed and paradoxical fucked up shit. 
you are the reason why you are in pain. you want to climb back up, but then again, the pain feels like home, feels familiar. wtf


same old ... someone looking for comfort in pain, and then blaming the circumstances coz u can't come to terms with the fact that it has been you all along, the cause of all your sufferings and mistakes

Psychology

i met a girl online. we talked for about 2 weeks and we really liked each other. but since it was long distance we moved apart. i actually lied to her about my name, my college and my age since i had trust issues. i wanted to correct them in those 2 weeks but just couldn’t. i was scared. i just said thati was a year older than my actual age. i want to reconcile with her and im sure thatll she’ll want to make this work as well. but im scared coz i lied. since i met her online i jjust didnt want to give away my details. but my feelings for her are very true. what do i do? im confused and sad as well help me. someone tell me what to do

We broke up a month ago. Still wanted to stay in touch. We call each other after every 4-5 days but don't have anything to talk about so we end up talking formally. She texts me sometimes when she needs my help. She wants to be a friend but makes me feel as if i am no one. 
All this frustrates me. I am so confused.

Breakup

Guys need some help! Or suggestions 
There is a woman that connects with me very well and we have a very good friendship. She is super hot and respectful towards me and I kind of loved that. We do have some great chats. Eventually she isalready married and have a Son. His husband and I have a very good relationship. But I am deeply attached to her. But the problem is she is attached to me but she doesn't have love feelings for me. She likes her husband and family. I trie to move on. But the problem wmis whenever I see her well dressed or talking with me I just become blindly in love. What should I do? I am so in love with her.

Crush

God please take me back to that first date when I hugged her tightly and she smelled like fresh tropical fruits . Please just Please 

I miss her I truly do even it's been a year now since we broke up and she even started dating again..... Is I'm not good enough for her or she never love's me ...what do I do I can't take it anymore 

3am Thoughts

I just woke up the place where I’m now is in Europe and the time is 06.55am. I took a day off and I don’t feel like doing anything now. 

I hate how easily people can change. At last they can blame us saying we are responsible do that change.

I was in a relationship and I did everything I can for that person. I came to Europe to be with her but she atlast prefers her family over me now and she said she doesn’t want to marry at after me but now she’s ready to marry anyone. She also wants to date some now. When I hear all that from her, it’s really heartbreaking because I haven’t moved on and still hoping she would come back to me. 

If I see now she already made plans for her lifer. 

This makes me question everyone I see and makes me think should I trust this person ? Because previous I was really open to things and I can easily trust people, never even a single person peeves me wrong but this girl just broke everything in me. 

Pro level frustration .

Frustration

So I m dating this Girl It has been 6 Months and i have been really upset since couple of days as many things are going on mentally with me. Today I told Her that i dont feel like going home and i Am not Talking to anyone at home And she replyed ok Dont go home soon
and i m like what kinda reply is this she didnt even said to me like are u okay I m here dnt worry nothing Like that and This Makes me sooo Confused

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