i want to be able to differentiate between illusions and reality at the right time.but it’s frustrating we’re freaking allured to illusions 

ultimately it’s a total waste and absurd/meaningless practice 

Delusion

Guys I m committed in a relationship
It's been 8 months 
He is a true gentleman 
But the problem is, he is not expressive not only that he has a friend (actually best frnd). Mujhe kabhi kabhi doubt hota hai ki mein unke beech mein toh nhi aagyi 
Woh kabhi Mujhe kudh aproach nhi karta, mein hi usko call ya msg karti hoon apart from them milne k liye bhi mein hi bolti hoon 
Ab shyad woh baat hi nhi rahi 
Woh mere samne bhut sweet rheta hai 
But kabhi kabhi uska behavior smjh nhi aata. Mein kya karu aage 

3am Thoughts

Day 1 of him not talking to me. 

Frustration

I feel like genuinely shitting right now. Arguing with girls is the scariest shit I've ever experienced.

Relationships

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Hello

Body image

It's really tougher thn u think to b in such a relationship which is not going smooth. Like it's been distance n uska call or message tabhi aata hei jab woh chahta hei... I can't express how it's going inside meh.... Jab bhi call/txt aata hei ek excitement ek khusi wala feelings hoti hei aur phir jum bat hoti hei toh wahi saab sunne ko milta hei jo aap soch bhi nahi sakte like hum pura din puree hapte unse bat karne ki liye taraste hei n uski gali uski jo humne nahi ki woh wali bewajah ki blames gandi baatein... Hum phir vi khusi khusi bat kar lete hei par andar hi andar it's getting hard... Is this the person whom I loved before n talked hours n hours 

Mood Disorder

Broke up with my girlfriend, feeling very heavy and lonely too, she didnt even tried to fix things, she just let me go, i can't believe we both are not talking anymore, can someone please help me out? i really need someone to listen to me 😔😔

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