I want a boyfriend who cares me nit red flag be good with me and not that type who always be with me


Boyfriend

I love all of you here. I hope all of you get what you deserve. Love you, my sweethearts.

Love

anyone else feel like they spend their whole life postponing suicide ?

3am Thoughts

Hi my bf had a weekend lyrics account on insta  . But I noticed that he blocked me on it.I asked him why he blocked and he said he said because he was doing cringe stuff and don’t want me to see it . So I asked him if he is hiding something from me.so he unblocked me . He called and said he didn’t want Indian followers, he wants followers from other countries. He got mad that I doubted him and permanently deleted that account. I feel so guilty and miserable. I feel like I don’t deserve him and I need to breakup.

Ive got fever and i cant sleep also im alone at home so im bored...ssup

I feel like this virtual connections do no good for me. Everyone i met here like after a while turns out to be the red flags. Or even if they are green it just turns out becoming opposite of what i expected. I really didn't feel a good connection with anybody here. Maybe I'm at the wrong side. Or maybe not.


So I'm here after saying bye to this many times..no matter how hard i try every 19-20 day something happens and lose control on myself... seriously yrr ho gya ab or nhi hota, i never took that step bcs I'm afraid going away frm my parents but it doesn't matter anymore , i can't bear this pain of continuous failures, not even cleared any competition exam and make my parents proud, i only gave them pain nothing else where other kids getting jobs and success.... I'm a failure from past 5yr only suffering nd torturing bcs what I want to do , i can't even say it loud as i know parents and everyone will not support plus i know it won't happen so i decided to do what family wants......but now after 5yrs i can't go back and this pain is out of my hands, i don't wanna take step but have to, I'm failure good for nothing, no passion, no life, not any skills... just a disappointment of parents and a burden on this planet...if there's an afterlife i wish not to be born..

Don't come at me. But Abhishek Sharma 🔥🔥💯💯💯💯💯💯

Crush

Yun hi baithe baithe let gye ab kahin so na jaun.. kitaabon ko darkinar kar fir ek dafa ye raat barbaad na kar dun uljhe khwabon ke darmiyaan.

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