I wanna talk. I have feelings. Now a rather hollow one. I dont know how to express, alexithymia. I hide my state behind these big words. I had been failing in life. I had been trying to make up to it till now. I am tired. I need to talk, to talk a lot. But I have none and i am too tired to explain everything all over again.i dont need sympathies or I am here dear for u to talk to. I did self harm myself and i feel dank, very hollow within. I donot know what to do I just dont wanna be left alone. I dont have any friends or anyone to talk to. I can’t explain myself. Its like being locked down within myself. Hollow, failing and quitting, and tired exhausted.bye
Avtar @avtar
Hey hey hey
Listn and stay relax
Avtar @avtar
No need to repeat again nd again nd again to explain your situation
And???
Avtar @avtar
Just calm down yourself and tell me one thing that what are you expecting from this platform ???
I don’t know. I just didn’t wanna contain these feelings into myself. Wasn’t so strong. Just wanted a valve. Nothing more. Its tough, complexed.
Avtar @avtar
Okay
May I know your good name.?
Does that make any difference. Anyway its Arpita.
Avtar @avtar
Okay arpita,
Listn
Avtar @avtar
You know when a person will get depressed sad or feeling exhausted
Avtar @avtar
When he or she doesn’t have their goal of their life when they live their life aimless
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Like a football
Jab tak kick kroge it everybody enjoyed but when and keep value of the that ball everyone wants to use that ball to score well to get the fame but but but
In the similar way what we need to become a football jise jo chahe tab use kr le ya fir a player who can use the thing as per their requirements to achive big or make their self happy
M in my master’s.staying away from my family. Dedicatedly doing a project and that has to stop midway. But everyone else around me who put half the effort I put will have a fully done project. It hurts. Just briefed. Can’t explain my feelings. I guess I have Bipolar disorder. Haven’t told my parents yet. I hv to tell them.wasnt so close to them and having alexithymia its like i hv forgotten how to explain myself to anyone.i don’t have friends.i never had. M just too tired trying to stay strong. Too tired consoling myself that things will fall in places eventually. Everything matters, even small stuffs like this project was for me. I don’t know. I quit I guess. Its high time. I wont die… but this state of mine is also causing me physical pain. M not fine i guess
Avtar @avtar
Hey listen arpita
Avtar @avtar
I will not stop you to do anything but yes wanna say something before doing anything let talk once.
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Avtar.singh06 or spiritual_link
Is my insta acnt let’s connect once and then you may decide what you want to do.
Couldn’t find
I meant i m quitting my project and everything i had been working for. Its all just a waste of time. Doesn’t matter ultimately.
Avtar @avtar
Well arpita you know what everything will depend on our own desire only what we want to do or achieve.
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