i wanna hit someone, i tried so hard to feel happy in this last 7 months and i love my mom so much but her behavior ,some actions and laziness driving me crazy ,i am feeling so angry that i cant tell anything to her if i do she will hurt herself , why just she don’t understand talking about how much she do for us and family every single day is so annoying , i love spending time with her but all day seeing her laziness and doing everything without any kinda interest but just for money , why she dont understand money cant buy family’s happiness, she dont like guests, she dont like to call her mom or son , but why ? i cant figure out in last seven months how to change her thoughts for good ? today i feel horibble , i talked horribly with her but i really want to tell she is much wronger than right , i know my english also sucks so no worries !! wish you all bright day <<.