I used to think I needed a lot of friends so I can feel loved. I was so wrong. The older I get, the more grateful I am for my small circle of friends.


Yeah. It’s better to be in small circle rather in a big but full of fake person.🙂

Hope you find them.🙂 but mine i’m happy to stay in small circle of friends.

How many friends are there in this circle ?

People say the more the merrier.. and i am still finding those people 

Personal Growth

Hi I'm feeling quite low today. I feel lonely at most times I don't have any friends I come here and try to answer people I sometimes pay for them. But today for the first time I'm feeling weak and there is noone I can tell this too. It sucks to have noone to talk to even to listen someone's endless stories. I don't know it's me that's toxic that noone wants to be friends with me or meet only disrespectful people. Even if people are good and we are like best friend after a month or two they leave. Then I question do I bore them or did I not apologize for something maybe they were sensitive to idk but till date not has ever stuck am I the problem?

Why do I feel that constant need of friends in my life? Is that because of age? 

Friends

"It's sad to say but sometimes you have to purposely ignore them. You have to forward their calls, avoid the places they go to and block out their friends completely. Sometimes you have to be cold to move on. You have to treat them how  they treated you and that's what hurts the most. "- r.  m.  drake

Mental Wellbeing

I do not have friends. What do i do?

I was trying to help friends out with their problems lately but ended up making myself really tired and often worried about them Sometimes… I think that I haven’t done my best for them because I don’t have the strength or knowledge to give them the best advice. I felt sorry and bad to my friends that I couldn’t do enough…

3am Thoughts

I don't have any trustable person in my life with whom I can share my concerns
Friends are so mean 

All my friends are so fake
They all talk shit about eachother
It's annoying and disgusting.
Sometimes they raise their voice say mean things
Even when they're the one at fault.
It's like I'll never find a genuine friend
It's so hard.



Anxiety

I've always been a people pleaser. When it comes to friendships I give my 200% all the time. I go way out of my comfort zone to do something for my friends. But the point is do they even notice it? Have they noticed that I haven't been myself for the past year ? Have they seen the sadness in my fake laughs like I always do? Heck they haven't even noticed it when it was obvious. Then what's the point in me going out of my comfort zone for such friends? The introvert in me is questioning making new friends when I don't even feel comfortable around the only 2 friends I have. I always thought friendship was something beautiful that lights up your life. Never thought that I would think otherwise. But here we are. Never had a true friend, my relationship with my parents is fucked up cause they toxic as hell. What's the point in living like this? I'm literally contemplating being alive. My body mind and everything feels heavy. Please tell me it gets easier.

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