I used to have a friend with whom I share some of my things.
But due to some other issue or what I'm not sure of.  We are talking once a while but not like before.  I tried talking but still not like before it is or even if we speak its somewhere different..
What should I do?

No school and college days are over 
Its been years also I didn't met him.
Although told, sometime I dont think but sometime its just stuck in mind

We met during our school days. Even after  school in college , we used to talk but gradually its not the same.
Its been years we are in contact but not like before.
I wish things are back like that.

Conflict

Btao kese sambhalu khud ko
Kese kru m khud se pyaar
Kese use bhulu
Kese btau wo bewfa h yaar

Breakup

Feeling sad, anyone here Hindi listener, because I'm not good in English 

Body image

I want a day for myself in which I just forget everything and be relaxed,feel cool.I want to give sometime to myself at that time I want to go to my favourite places but life doesn't want to give it to me..... don't think I have so much of dukh because I don't have that much😂but I want that time it's my wish...

3am Thoughts

I’m Muslim , live in a Arab country , married because of family pressure and stuff but deep in my whole being I know I’m queer , without doubt but I don’t know what to do , feeling stuck and angry , my husband cheats left and right I don’t care about it I don’t like drama I told him once , do what you want outside I don’t give a f*** he was shocked for several days, he is a asshole obviously Arab man with shitty pride , sometimes I don’t even believe in the religion itself anymore I’m so conflicted..

Anxiety

My parents are tired of me being depressed. Everytime something triggers me, I swallow my feelings and hold those tears. I just don't know how to react. They say share with us and once I do, they act like I am acting or it's nothing. Not sharing is a problem. Sharing is a problem. How do I tell them it's not something I chose to be. It comes and goes. I hate myself when for my emotions and behavior. But they aren't helping at all. Why is this so hard to understand that it takes time to heal. It's not magic like one day you wake up and the depression is all gone. I am tired of this sickness. I want to get out of my house but I am so scared to live alone. 

Depression

Is it fine to let it be your dreams 'cuz of your parents. Even you know in the end my whole life will be in regretion and barely able to survive as the dream was everything for you?? What would you choose your parent's choice or just chase your dreams??

If you quit ,they ll' be fine 

Exhausted

Crazy story😆... So today i went to the library to return the book that i just read (The seat of soul) and to borrow a new one. When i arrived at the library i saw one of my classmate whom i'm not close with reading a book alone at a table while drinking coffee. After i returned the book i sneak into his back and tried to scare him (i failed tho TwT) he did not get scared at all and this is when i felt it. He slowly turned around, Looked into my eyes and said "Robecca?" and i got like shocked and didn't answer him instead i just stared into his eyes for like 10 seconds and i cant even broke a contact with him until he said "How can i help you?" and i said "nothing, i just tried to scare you..." i dont know what expressions that i made at that time cause i'm like blushing and i'm trying to keep a normal face😖 and he smiled and said "well, Seems like you failed hehehe" i'm like yeah, i sat beside him i said nothing at all he continued reading his book and after satting beside him for a few second i felt so weird i feel like so Calm, I feel like i can be myself beside him like i can be whatever i wanna be beside him and he's still gonna accept me, my heart beats like so slowly i just feel so comfortable beside him and all... I moved closer to him so i can also read what he's reading and dang he smells so nice and he did not even complain, after a few minutes  i lean my head into his shoulder, his expression is still the same and i fell asleep into his shoulder and after an hour and maybe 48mins he wake me up and said "I finished reading my book, I'm about to return it and go home" i'm like what time is it he said  "it's already 3:20pm, how's your sleep? Hahaha, you slept for about 2 hours" i said "Really?!! In your shoulder the whole time?!!" he said "Yes you look like in a deep sleep so i didn't move cause you might wake up" i ssid "Really?!! I'm so sorry your shoulder might have hurt alot, I'm really sorry" he said "Its alright" he returned his book and i just realised that i'm wearing his scarf. I'm so embarrassed that when he returned i dont even know what to say, i returned his scarf to him and he took his bag and said "so... Goodbye now? Hahaha" i said "yeah "i also stood up and i feel the same but this time my heart was beating so fast, we went out the library and separated ways after ward... I think i'm inlove or something... No one has ever made me feel something like that🙈. What should i do when i meet him at school next week?!! 😩I'm so embarrassed :') 

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