I used to get bullied for 4 years of my childhood and those still hunts me. I was alone and never wanted to go scholl. I just have one friend till the day of now. She loves me so much and I love her so much as a friend. But whenever I think I have to live without her someday or I have to go different college than her … I fell like I cant do it. I wanna make many friends but I just dont know how to talk first. And I think if anything happens they will leave me and I’ll be alone like I used to be before. That’s the most horror thing in my life.