I used to be scared to sleep in darkness now I just lay there waiting to feel something

I was scared of the dark too untill i realised there are even more darker things out there that i should be scared of.. 

Depression

Can anyone tell me how to get rid of depression. I have been suffering from depression for the past year. And it intensified in September this year after my breakup. Now I am going through family problems, break up and unemployment. I have no one to talk about my problems. I had taken medicines and a counseling session but it couldn't work.. I take high power slapping peals as per doctor recommendations but it won't help anymore. I can't sleep even after taking these medicines. For now I just want to die because I can't take this anymore, I'm really tired, guys I'm really tired from my life.  I had tried a lot but nothing worked out literally nothing. Nothing 

Anxiety

You will always be my favourite incomplete wish ❤️‍🩹

3am Thoughts

I give up 

Preferred Dating Etiquette for a meal?

Relationships

Reminders ✨✨✨✨

1.Setting up boundaries doesn't makes you selfish
2. it's better to be friends with none than to be friends with fake ones
3. Its okay if you are not feeling better today,you don't have to be positive everytime...

PS- Hey people i hope you are doing well.. since I'm going to take break from this app for somedays, so i hope you take good care of yourself....💓💓

- Queen 👑

Life

Despite the difficulties and negativity that life can present, it's critical to realise that we are capable of overcoming them. We may improve our circumstances and enjoy the ride by acting and making positive adjustments in our life. Therefore, stay going and realise that you may accomplish amazing things. Don't give up. Trust that you are strong and resilient enough to face any challenge that comes your way. Have faith in yourself. By embracing positivism and building a better future for ourselves and everyone around us, let's make the most of this lovely life.

So my mom just told me that she is jealous of one of my accomplishments. Wtf...

Today was my bday and ex wished me saying “happy bday…. Stay happy” 
And i thought to write a long para 
Then I remembered one day she told me “i left you coz … tumne kbhi apne words se hope nhi diya” 
-Girl i used to wait for you for hours and still greeted u with a smile and chocolates 
-i knew u cheated me with a guy but i still went to see you 
-u just mentioned about roses and i self delivered to your home without you even asking 
- when i was crying while you were leaving me was that not a hope for you. 
- my didi called and asked you to sort it out was not that a hope for you that how seriously i am invested on you. 
- my tears was not a hope for you 
- u ignored my texts and calls but i still answered in one was not that a hope for you. 
- u were leaving for a trip and i said “pls take me with you i will miss u a lot here” was not that hope for you . 
- u canceled my plans for 3 months but i still waited for you that ine day she will come to meet me was not that hope for you 
- no matter how much you prioritised ur frnd over me but i still chose you was not that a hope for you 
- the day u said u are at ur office and cant take leave and when I came there to surprise you u texted i am not at office leave tha yaad nhi tha and didnt utter a word that day was not that a hope for you 
- girl I apologised for the thing i didnt even commit 
- i said million times that i will fight against family for you was not that a hope for you. 
- was my promise i made while holding ur hand “that no matter what i will never leave this hand and i kissed ur palm was not that a hope for you. 
And u decided to leave me for a guy u met 10 days ago 

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