Akshay Jaìn @kenadamstribb...
I used to be full of emotions, everyday, but now I’m just like half or more empty inside… am I drowning in hollowness? Am I all alone? People around me, who I give a lot of shit about, just doesn’t happen to know that I even exist! Is it okay to care so selflessly?? I just want people to, atleast if not equal, but to give some amount of shit about me… is it okay for me to dread fir them? Most people would say, befriend them, but then I’d have no one left!
People caring about you is bare minimum if they don’t do so. I think you are in wrong place. Care, Love, Respect all these are bare minimum. And they are not doing so then please don’t beg. If your presence doesn’t matter, your absent won’t too.
Akshay Jaìn @kenadamstribb...
But I want them to … Also, I think you’ve misinterpreted beg~to literal begging… fyi, I’m an extreme introvert, hence, I never make the first move. He only does that, yeah, he. But I want more of him… I can’t tell him that too … It’s like I’m the intermediator and the buyer too. I am always pleased by his presence, but idk if I should tell him that…
