Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I used always be with a girl from my Building idk why but I was with her … we used to sit and gossip about everyone at night in our building compound everyone used to give us tge look I didn’t pay attention to it … but now I am discovering many thing about her like her mom has an extra material affair , the tharki uncle whom I hate visits her home and comes and talks with her when we are sitting in the compound I told her that I hate him but she didn’t paid attention to it and it continued , my neighbors warned me and my mom that she isn’t good her mom isn’t good don’t be with her but I didn’t paid attention to it …now they too are giving me look because there is always some guys she is talking when I am with her and I don’t like the way she talks to the guys like I don’t mind but she already have a boyfriend though she flirts with everyone …I told her she is like bro you won’t understand it see he also like me …she boast herself whenever she gets proposals from guys be it some random gym trainer …Now she wants me to talk to her boyfriend from a fake id just to check him … I found this extremely crazy I don’t want to do it … Everyone use to be normal with me but after this 5 - 6 months sitting with her no one is talking with me … my neighbors don’t allow their children to be with me because I am with her … I sometimes feel ashamed as she abused a child just because he hit her mistakenly from football … she was swearing in front of that small child i don’t want to be with her …idk how to disconnect as she knows something … I m just affraid she is bad like if you are not talking with her doing what she says she will defame you by spreading false things about you what a mistake I have made … even my classmate who lives in my building warned me but … I feel miserable now !!!