I turned down a job at a publication because it’s just soooo tacky and I’m still not sure it was a good idea.

What's done is done. Try harder for a better opportunity. 

Work

Fir se attachment ho gyi

Acne

Protect yourself from your thoughts. 
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Quotes

Wouldnt it have been so much better if we could know where we’ll end up in 5 years? And get a chance  at rectifying mistakes beforehand?

Every so called perfect human keeps telling to be kind with everyone . How can human be kind when they are being hurt by someone else intentionally. How can a human be kind when are getting hurt by the person they love so much . Doesn't the actions of people influence our reaction. How much can human take the pain . How can a human keep storing everything inside themselves. 

Yeah okay we shouldn't ever be unkind to people who did not hurt us . But how can human be kind to someone who has caused  so much pain to them emotionally that too intentionally. 
I hate everyone who says to be kind . Do they know hard someone is trying be kind and yet people keep getting reminded to be kind . Do they know how triggering some things can be .
It's hetter to be hard and harsh than to be soft and get fucked . I have lost trust upon humans.

Cheating

An ice cream can fix everything . 


3am Thoughts

there was a rude abusive verbal fight between me and my best friend’s girlfriend. he abused me and my father. i said sorry to her and stopped talking to them. now he’s calling and texting me daily, asking for forgiveness. what should I do? He was my only friend. Like literally.

Friends

Life is a game

Hello! My name is Justice Conner. I wanna write this to people who are struggling this year and who ae just confused about everything, because I get it. This year is just a weird time. You just have to push yourself to be strong and not let anyone or anything push you down, and if you it something does push you down, get right back up. People are mean and people will do anything to get you angry but dont let them. Im a freshman in high school and i am struggling to get work done and to focus, but thats no one elses fault but mine. I need to push myself and get it done, I know i can do it i just have to put my mind to it. I quit nicotine yesterday March 10th 2021. I constantly am making the wrong decisions, it takes time to turn around and get into different habits. Dont give up on yourself. I have been having a lot of bad thoughts this year, and feeling hopeless, but theres so much to live for.. Even though it doesnt feel like it. Think about it though,   dont you wanna go to all 50 states, have children, go to parties, go on roadtrips, do crazy things with your bestfriends, go sky diving, go skinny dipping at midnight, you dont wanna miss all the sunsets, you dont wanna leave the people who do need you. I lost my dad at age 5 and I was young so I dont remember much about him, and my mother was just a hot mess. I live with my grandparents and i treat them like complete crap, I stole a lot of money from them and lied a lot to them and went behind their backs. I regret a lot of the decisions i have made in life but I still have so much time in life to change and show them a can be a better person. It wont be today, or tommorow, or this month. It takes time to impove, it wont happen overnight. I am the type of person to keep my feelings bottled up and then i end up exploding one day, keeping my feelings bottled up fills me with anger and these awful feelings. I just feel alone a lot and thats because i push everyone away… people try and help and i push it away and say im okay. Im gonna be an amazing person one day, and im gonna make so much out of myself. I know i will i just need to believe in myself. I wanna help people who ae feeling what im feeling, because its not easy to go through this alone. NOONE SHOULD BE ALONE. Im here to help anyone who wants to talk to someone and let it out. Everyone goes through shit and everyone should have someone to talk to and to lean on when they just need to let it out. Life is scary and so much shit is just thrown in your face and its so fucking hard to push through it, but we can all do it. I wanna say thankyou to everyone who has pushed me to be a stronger person. You dont get anything out of being a shitty/negative person, but when you are kind,respectful and helpful to people you make the world light up, seeing people smile is the best feeling. Im gonna make a change to this world, im tired of seeing people angry, in pain, upset, hurt, alone, scared. I have been so awful to people because i was filled with anger, i took it out on other people. People do love you, they just dont trust you because of your actions, and words. They feel abandoned.

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