I try to distance myself from him because everything that touches me gets ruined. He deserves so much better, A person who can accept him in front of anyone. So I have stopped calling him.I can accept it if he hates me or thinks that Iβm a horrible person but I cannot have him getting hurt because of me, because of loving me. Sometimes I imagine myself laying down next to him under the starry sky, but life is not all that.
I wish I could have met you in another life where we wouldnβt have had to worry about anything else apart from us. I think I love you but I can never let you know that.
Please donβt do this. He deserves you and you deserve him. Go back. He wonβt get hurt by staying with you, and if he does then itβs his decision.
Call him
I am scared plus I have major trust issues
Donβt you feel comfortable with him? If you do then donβt worry you will automatically start trusting him.
You can do it!
Say it with me β " Donβt ππΌ ever ππΌ degrade ππΌ yourself ππΌ for ππΌ anyone ππΌ ever ππΌ know ππΌyour ππΌ self ππΌ worth ππΌ"