I try to distance myself from him because everything that touches me gets ruined. He deserves so much better, A person who can accept him in front of anyone. So I have stopped calling him.I can accept it if he hates me or thinks that I’m a horrible person but I cannot have him getting hurt because of me, because of loving me. Sometimes I imagine myself laying down next to him under the starry sky, but life is not all that.
I wish I could have met you in another life where we wouldn’t have had to worry about anything else apart from us. I think I love you but I can never let you know that.
Please don’t do this. He deserves you and you deserve him. Go back. He won’t get hurt by staying with you, and if he does then it’s his decision.
Call him
I am scared plus I have major trust issues
Don’t you feel comfortable with him? If you do then don’t worry you will automatically start trusting him.
You can do it!
Say it with me – " Don’t 👏🏼 ever 👏🏼 degrade 👏🏼 yourself 👏🏼 for 👏🏼 anyone 👏🏼 ever 👏🏼 know 👏🏼your 👏🏼 self 👏🏼 worth 👏🏼"